I don't know if you want to call it eerie, but everywhere I walk around seems to make me feel like I don't belong. I wonder if that's what it's going to feel like for awhile, I don't know. Talked with her last night for awhile, but nothing good came of it. I think she'll be coming down in a day or two, not sure about that yet either. Her mother called her, and I asked her about it, but she said she didn't want to talk about it on the phone, which is ok with me, she would tell me when she sees me, so that didn't exactly give me a date either. We'll see soon enough I suppose. I feel lonely though. =/ I've been cleaning around the house, it needed it because when I left with her the last time, I didn't get to do any cleaning, so the first day and a half I was back, I wasn't feeling like doing anything at all. Just felt rejected I guess. Continue Reading