Postponed?

We decided to postpone the trip to Missouri for 6 months. She will be starting work in April, and wants to focus on that since it’s a new place she’ll be at with in the same department but new location and new staff and all that. Plus we want to catch up on some of the outstanding bills some. And the weather will be nicer by then too. But things can suddenly change as this has. She went out to London yesterday to look at some rooms, since she is going to be working in London she’ll need a room there, but her schedule will be better 5 on 5 off, so thats good, she’ll be here more than she was last time, I’m happy about that. She did ask me, what should we do if the realtor calls and says it’s fine to put a deposit on the house that we were considering, I said well then in that case we will gather our stuff and go to Missouri. So it can change from one day to another I suppose, but I do hope we get this chance to really spend some quality time together before we do, do a big separation. I can tell she was starting to feel the sadness creep up with thinking of being apart, and I was feeling it too.

I was reading the news I think it was on Yahoo or Aol but it was a story about a tornado that hit Missouri, but it seems to have really hit Alabama the worse, so that’s got me a little worried, read more here about that. I wouldn’t be so happy if something like that hit our home when we just moved into it. I did say I didn’t want to live in a place that had hurricanes, floods or tornadoes, funny enough I’m ok with earthquakes, probably because I lived my whole life in California shy of 2 years, I guess you get use to them. And from what I just read on yahoo it seems to have really hit hard in Alabama, poor things lost their homes, and people died like 20, that is just so scary. I don’t know if this is going to change Alice’s mind, but it just might. This is some of whats happening in the mid west click here you should be able to read that since it’s this mornings news. I don’t want to think of it, I’m just glad we are not there at this moment, I can imagine how worried Alice would be if I was there and she was here. She would be a mess I know how she gets.

I need to distract my mind, either by going to sleep or watching a movie. I’m going to try to watch a movie, cause if I know myself, I might dream about this, and I don’t want to wake up crying or anything it happens sometimes. Anyway, I’ll post again another time. I originally wrote this last night, err I mean very early this morning. Something was wrong with my host or my connection so I decided to leave it to later so here I am.

I got a call from Alice, she’ still in London, well she went to a park to meet up with her friend Adriana, and that woman I tell you, just keeps putting shit into her head about me, like “when is she leaving” blah blah blah. I really dislike this person. Well of course Alice starts to act up when she starts to tell her stuff about me, and I can tell that it gets to Alice. Gosh when we had that conversation, I really was thinking I’d be better off in Missouri, lol. I better post this. Have a great weekend everyone.