I don’t know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I’ll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I’m not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don’t give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don’t like what I have to say there is always an easy way out all that goes without saying.
Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do miss her a lot. She misses me but who wouldn’t lol I’m kidding. I know she does, and she knows I miss her too. You know I really don’t like her being there with out me. But we are trying hard to fix that problem. She went a day early to go see about a flat but it was nothing like she expected, actually she texted me with “its horrible a bed in a room” lmao I just laughed later she told me the details about it and I’m glad she at least went to see it, or she’d always be saying “i should of gone blah blah” I didn’t want to go through that lol. So that was taken care of.
No much else going on. I am in the mood for a movie. So I think I may go and look around for something to watch. Nothing on TV ever well thats a lie sometimes there are good show but thats only because they are from America I’m actually throwing around ideas for another layout for my collective, wish me luck
My nephew Mike is graduating from the military on Dec 7th which is fantastic, I’m happy for him and I hope he gets what he wants out of the military and hopefully they don’t send him to fight a pointless war and I won’t even get into that. Anyway I’m hoping to get his military picture I loved those, my brothers were in the military so that was really cool. Not to brag but my nephew is a good looking guy, so I’m guessing hes gorgeous in uniform lol. Right so I’m excited about that. His parents are due to fly out to S. Carolina for his graduation, wish I was going Wish him luck everyone. Lastly no one has wanted to challenge me on the movie thing so I will begin tonight with my 150 movie challenge, I will fix my page up later. I still can’t believe I watched 259 movies in a year wow!!!