I don’t have a lot of time but I thought I’d come and write something. So lately I’ve felt a bit depressed, and it always happens around this time of the year, not to mention just having a bday which don’t add to it lol. Yeah it gets hard for me during Christmas, I start thinking of my mom (RIP) and it just gets hard, if you haven’t lost a parent (one that you are super close with) than you’d have no idea what I feel. It’s hard really hard, and I don’t think, no I know you can never get over it. I try to live with it, but then a few times a year you can’t help but feel very very down this is mine. So I’m probably not the best of company, and I’m very absentminded and that don’t help things.
Apart from that, I had a shipment delivered last week and I was so mad cause before it was delivered and it was like 1 day after we had order I had called up to make a change to one pair of the shoes, style and size or was it just style, it maybe lol. Anyway the shipment had arrived and to my shock (grr) a pair of shoes MY pair of shoes were not included I was really disappointed and mad at the same time. So I emailed them of course, they said shipment was sent out on Friday which that would of been the 8th, order was placed on the 30th of Nov so I think this woman is talking about the shipment that already arrived, so now I have to reply to her again and tell her. A shipment arrived, but there is apair of shoes missing, the invoice states and shows the other pair, and we were charged for it as well but we have no other pair of shoes, now why do I have a feeling this is going to turn into a fucken nightmare? I’m already getting pissed off lmao. Why am I talking about this. Oh also you know what I noticed about businesses here? They are very whats the word .. oh I can’t think of it, but they just don’t do what they say their going to do, this isn’t the first time this kind of thing has happened, its happened with other things too, completely non related things. I’m so fed up with the inconsistencies here it’s not even funny. I need to pause to go and email this off real quick or I won’t have a chance to do it. Well thats taken care of, they’ll be delivering tomorrow so I’ll be sure to have someone available. Ok well I’m glad thats taken care of. I’d really been pissed off if they said it was delivered haha but yeah ups you have to sign so if no siggy no delivery and they are obligated to send another aren’t they? Ahh well.
I haven’t finished the layout for my collective, I am getting so annoyed at looking at my current layout its so old its been there for probably half a year hehe. Yeah its extreme but I’ve been so busy and don’t have the tiem, but I think tonight that will be my goal to finish it. I don’t plan on making anything fancy, just something different. I’m changing the sitename again lol, back to the domain name, I guess thats more appropriate. It’s better anyway because whats the point of having a domain if you are using another name. And after I started using that site name, I found that someone owned the domain and I didn’t want to be a copy cat lol, so thats got to change. Well this is a boring post but I don’t care. I’m having issues as always with my ex, but when don’t I huh lmao. What can you do? Ok well I’m off now. Its freezing lol. Lets hope for snow snow snow lol. See ya and thanks for the comments everyone.
I understand what your going thru i recenlt went through a dark cloud.I was feeling sad everyday,i didnt want to go anywhere.I didnt want to do anything at all.But i’m better now and the cloud has passed.’m sorry to hear about your mom may god rest her soul. Your probaly wondering who the heck i am LOL.But it’s me chantel from twitter.But anywhooo the site is gorgeous i love the xmas colors they look great,and keep up the good work….oh and if you need me to kick gang up with you and kick ups’s butt i will.Fedex did that same thing to me…apparantly the drivers dont know how to use a intercom lol…
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hiiiaa emily aww dont feel sad its hard i know and i cant begin to understand the feeling, but as time goes on it does get easier. cheer up and think about all the happy times instead of the sad times and let that put a smile on ur face each time u think of her ya? -loads of hugs- just for u .. u kno how u can find me if u ever wanna talk. ttyl
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Its hard to deal with the loss of anyone, at any point. I know I today still feel sad, quite often over the many people I have lost in life. I guess its just something, that as you mentioned, you never quite get over. If anything time makes it easier to deal with but doesnt erase the pain. I hope you’ll be ok.
I know how you feel about losing someone you are close with. Excpet in my case it was a dog. A Boston Terrier infact. I lost her 4 days before my bday. Plus she died in my bed next to me. How sad is that!! I am still sad about her. I dont think I will ever get over her.
Well you have a great day! Dont be sad, things will het better in time.