This is an easy Days Of Truth for me. There is really only one person that had drifted away, I let it happen, it was just meant to be like that, but I had wished it hadn't of happened if that makes any sense. Anyway that would of been my ex boyfriend Mike, he was a super guy, and there were things I didn't like about him, but a lot of things I did. I wish we would of remained at least friends and in touch. I often think of his 2 boys. Day 9: Someone You Didn't Want To Let Go, But Just Drifted I remember when we were dating we met in dating in Sussex, I had agreed to pretend not to be his girlfriend for the sake of him being able to see his kids. I know a lot of people probably wouldn't believe that, but I did, he had no reason to lie. I seen everything that happened and I wanted to help him out. It worked for a while, but then she caught Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 8
Well it was about time I did another DOT, I'm only on day 8, so I still have a ways to go. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. Wow there have been a few people that pretty much made my life a living hell or treated me like shit. But in all honesty this one person left a mark on me, not only a physical mark but an emotional one that I have been overcoming thanks William! I won't go into much details and I won't give names either to protect their privacy, and reduce the risk of arguments down the line. I was with this person for a few years, it was a bad time in my life, this person did comfort me at that time, but the comfort turned into resent me and pretty much hate. I heard it, I seen it, I felt it. I don't 100% blame this person, or maybe I should, not sure, I try not to think of it much. But Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 7
It's time for another Days Of Truth meme question. And I will just go right into it. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. I honestly can't say it has been one person. There have been so many people that I have met in my life, that have contributed to that in one way or another. In different times in my life, I'm sure there was someone at the time that made me feel like that, but truthfully there are so many people. Especially those that gave me life, they are the biggest reason of all. Even though my relationship with my father is slim to none now, that's okay. I've accepted that, I probably have always known it would be like that. It just became a bit more real, after my mother passed away. I still love him from afar, I am still thankful that he was a part of giving me life. My family, my friends, Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 6
Okay so today we are going to do another Days Of Truth, if you are curious as to what I'm talking about, it's a meme I started in October 2011, so you may want to go back into my archives and find it, and read what it's all about. I would link you to it, but I'm feeling lazy right about now, sorry. Search feature is up there, or try via the calendar as well. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. That's a good one. I would say have to say goodbye to my mother, but that already happened, it was one of the toughest times in my life. I will always miss my mother. Apart from that, gosh I think it would be to say goodbye to William, I can't imagine life without him. I can live life without him, but I don't like to imagine it. We are so well suited for each other. I don't want to come off as being super dependent on him, but I Continue Reading
Happy New Year!
Well this is going to be short, as I have a lot to do, firstly try to get this theme working right. So I have a wonderful New Years with my awesomely terrific boyfriend, William. He's watching The Patriots play at the moment. I watched the first half with him, but now I wanted to come up and get some stuff done. I have so much to do, so many things to work on. I need to just jump right in. I wanted to wish my family (all over in California) a prosperous New Year, and that I hope anything and everything they do in thier lives makes them happy. I love them and miss them. I spoke about New Years resolution already, so I don't think I'll go into that. Only going to say that I'm going to try my best to achieve the goals I have put forward. I suppose that is all anyone can do is but 'try'. Okay well with that said, I hope everyone had a Continue Reading