Time really does go by fast, it's been 9 years since my mother passed away. Gosh how I miss her! I miss her voice, her laugh, even the way I would aggravate her, and then laugh about it. I miss her loving ways towards me. She was a very loving woman, I have such an empty space in my heart for her. When she passed away, it took me a long time to really begin to heal. We never really get over losing a loved one, but we learn to deal with it better. I have had people in my life that have been so understanding and caring about this. Then there were some that basically said "Get over it" which is really the cruelest thing to say to someone. One day they too will feel what it's like to lose a loved one. I had one person tell me that, I was shocked to be quite honest. That someone could be so cold in that way. I don't need to associate with Continue Reading
Aww It’s Over
Well nobody said St. Patrick's Day would last more than one day, but I bet in Ireland it can go on for the whole week. Do you ever wonder what it would be like in Ireland, on St. Patrick's Day, wow!! Chaos lol, no I'm kidding, a lot of drunk Irish people lol. I had fun, goofing off with William, he is a lot of fun I have to admit. Sometimes he makes me laugh to the point I have tears coming out of my eyes. Omgosh how does that happen? Lol. So now that St. Paddy's day is over, and we are closing in on Spring. I changed the theme again. Hope you like it :) Easter will be here soon. I hope I get an Easter basket *hint hint* lmao. My fathers birthday is on the 20th, he will be older haha, you thought I was going to say his age :laugh: and then my youngest brothers birthday is on the 28th, lots of birthdays in March for my family. Then in Continue Reading
March Madness
Wow I can't believe it's March already omgosh where does time go? I bet everyone and their second cousins says that hehe. There are a lot of birthdays in March for me, my brothers, father's, nieces birthday, and my lovely friend Steve, and also Williams sister Jaime all have birthdays this month, sad to say, it's the month my dear mother passed away. It's really hard for everyone when March rolls around, but I can only imagine how my brother and father feel when their birthdays comes around, because it will forever be a reminder of when my mother passed away. It'll be 9 years this month. Gosh I miss her so much. After time passes, you reflect back and really appreciate the family you have, and try to remember not let too much time go in between visits, always forgive even if you cannot forget, or even going as far to say that, changing Continue Reading
At A Moments Notice
It's amazing how things can change at a moments notice. When you feel finally you are getting somewhere, then things go to shit! I won't bore you with my life's details, but yeah. I had mentioned before I wanted to get a :dog: , but I think I won't be able to after all. Circumstances have changed, and well I have to change with them. It was really nice thinking about it. I never had my very own dog before, so that was going to be a very nice experience. I had 2 :cat2: in my life, my first cat Priscilla she was a Calico cat, loving kitty, so very attached to me as a kitten and even as an adult cat. I moved and I couldn't have her where I was, so my sister took her, but under the condition that she keep the pet as her own, I agreed because my sister loves animals. I've told this story before, but now I feel like talking about it again lol. Continue Reading
No Trailer Yet!?
The weekend has come again. It's going to be a chilly one too. We had light snow yesterday, or was that the day before? In any case, we did. So that has left the air chilly, a real reason to grab a sweater and drink some hot cocoa :) No big plans, I'm accompanying William to his sisters on Saturday, as he's going to do some babysitting, and I didn't feel like being home alone. Besides I wanted to go and see his niece and nephews again, they are just too adorable. Plus it gives me a chance to get out of the house. Hopefully, we don't get any more snow, as that would make the drive more difficult, I'm sure he can handle it though. Earlier in the week, we had some really strong winds, so strong that after the postman arrived and left a package between the door and screen door (it has glass also), I was sitting at the desk, working on Continue Reading