Sometimes it seems like just yesterday, I would here her call out my name, wondering where I am. Twelve years later, here I am writing a blog on the day of her anniversary of her passing. Never in my wildest younger years, I thought I would lose my mom. All I have to say to you folks out there, don't take the time you have with your parents for granted. Now I'm not a silly girl, I know some people, just don't get along with one or the other or heck maybe both parents, I'm well aware of that. For some of us, we don't seem to exist to them. But aside from all that, for those of you that do have a relationship with your parents, and when I say parents, I mean adopted, foster parent, a family member or friend that took you in, and was that role model for you, try not to make the trips in between too far apart, because one day, their name will Continue Reading
Happy Spring? Maybe? Yes?
Happy spring everyone! At least it's supposed to be spring, it's still a bit winter here. Yesterday was the first day of spring, and as I look out my window I see some snow on the ground still, and yet earlier today I was looking online and I seen that were supposed to be getting another storm coming through, so I might be getting more snow, if not snow, then rain. So when does my spring actually begin? I really don't know. I think our spring over here in the East Coast is probably going to be very short, I'd rather have a longer Spring and a short Summer. If you read my blog posts at all you know I really don't like the humidity here, sometimes you can literally cut it with a nice it's not that sick. Now William, he just loves it he can't wait until the summer comes. I love the summers to, but I love the California summers, sure we Continue Reading
I’m Losing Track Of Things
Wow, I can't believe it's been a little over a month since I posted, yet again. What is wrong with me. SMH~!! I tell you what it is, it's that darn YouTube, I have a channel there, so obviously I feel obligated (not so much obligated wrong word, but you want to be supportive of your subbies right?) to visit my subscribers channels and watch their videos. And oh some of them are long as fuck! I mean one person video is about one or two things, and they just start yapping about all types of shit. Do they no know that everyone is trying to get around to their subbies, and they are not sitting there to just watch their videos, seriously no, WAKE THE FUCK UP. But yet I don't say anything, I might make a joking comment, but I would feel bad saying something, but yet I harbor these feelings, what the hell? lol. I apologise, I really Continue Reading
What are dreams all about?
I guess a lot of people have different things to say about dreams. Are they dreams or nightmares, or can they be both. I guess they can. It depends on the individual I suppose. I guess I'm wondering, as I always do when I had a weird dream the night before. So what is my dream about. Ok since you are asking hehe ^^ It's pretty vague, it gets like that the longer I wait to talk about it. But, it takes place quite possibly in a past life I could of had. I had a baby in this dream, and the baby's father was trying to take the baby from me. He not only had been cheating, but had a new girlfriend with him, setting up 'house' to prove that I didn't have a suitable home. I recall my mother being in the dream, as I recall her having given me some money, large amount, enough to buy furnishing and kitchen ware, which the baby's father was trying Continue Reading
The December Hustle & Bustle
That is correct, I'm sure you are all doing the same thing, trying to get ready for Christmas. With shopping for presents to decorating your house and trees to planning a Christmas at some wonderful secluded cabin in the woods where you will not be disturbed until after new Years, ahh how that sounds so heavenly. I can just picture it in my head, just blissful happiness! Ok back to reality now. So I just had a birthday, Happy birthday to me, yay! Don't ask how old I turned as you will never get the truth out of me hehe. It was great, the most important person in my life was there, William <3 and that is all that mattered. Since the family truck recently had some repairs done, I knew my love would be strapped for money, and the sweetheart still bought me something, bless his heart. What I was most excited about, besides Hello kitty Continue Reading