I’m not so happy trying to lose weight on my own. I know is up to me, and I need to be strict about things. Now what I’m about to tell you, may seem like an ‘excuse’ but I am genuinely being honest about it. Growing up in poverty as a child, you appreciated the food you had to eat, as so many are worse off than we were as children. I am right, anyone with common sense should agree. Are they a lot of those? You be the judge. Moving on, as I mentioned, growing up we appreciated our food. Now as an adult, in my current relationship. My fiancé's mother, makes us dinner sometimes once every two weeks, usually Lasagna with some kind of sausage, Italian usually, and also sometimes pasta, VERY VERY delicious but also VERY VERY fattening. I don’t like food to go to waste, and I don’t OVER indulge, but my portions have to be small if I am to Continue Reading
Happy July! Summer is Here, Yay!
It's finally here, summer! We have been waiting for a what seems like a long time, to finally get that awesome summer weather. I am so so happy. No more being cold, although it will get humid, and I'll have just one more thing to complain about lol :P Our 5th anniversary is coming up in a few days, gosh I can't believe it's been 5 years already, and we aren't even married, but we are engaged, I told that story already :) But it is exciting to see how long we've been together, and how strong our relationship still it, at least it appears like that to me. And I think to him as well. I hope he is happy, I'm sure things aren't 100% perfect, but I think I make him happy, and that is what really counts in the end. Wish some people would realise that at the end of the day, that is all that should matter, right? RIGHT!!! My dieting is Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 8
Well it was about time I did another DOT, I'm only on day 8, so I still have a ways to go. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. Wow there have been a few people that pretty much made my life a living hell or treated me like shit. But in all honesty this one person left a mark on me, not only a physical mark but an emotional one that I have been overcoming thanks William! I won't go into much details and I won't give names either to protect their privacy, and reduce the risk of arguments down the line. I was with this person for a few years, it was a bad time in my life, this person did comfort me at that time, but the comfort turned into resent me and pretty much hate. I heard it, I seen it, I felt it. I don't 100% blame this person, or maybe I should, not sure, I try not to think of it much. But Continue Reading