Time really does go by fast, it's been 9 years since my mother passed away. Gosh how I miss her! I miss her voice, her laugh, even the way I would aggravate her, and then laugh about it. I miss her loving ways towards me. She was a very loving woman, I have such an empty space in my heart for her. When she passed away, it took me a long time to really begin to heal. We never really get over losing a loved one, but we learn to deal with it better. I have had people in my life that have been so understanding and caring about this. Then there were some that basically said "Get over it" which is really the cruelest thing to say to someone. One day they too will feel what it's like to lose a loved one. I had one person tell me that, I was shocked to be quite honest. That someone could be so cold in that way. I don't need to associate with Continue Reading
Aww It’s Over
Well nobody said St. Patrick's Day would last more than one day, but I bet in Ireland it can go on for the whole week. Do you ever wonder what it would be like in Ireland, on St. Patrick's Day, wow!! Chaos lol, no I'm kidding, a lot of drunk Irish people lol. I had fun, goofing off with William, he is a lot of fun I have to admit. Sometimes he makes me laugh to the point I have tears coming out of my eyes. Omgosh how does that happen? Lol. So now that St. Paddy's day is over, and we are closing in on Spring. I changed the theme again. Hope you like it :) Easter will be here soon. I hope I get an Easter basket *hint hint* lmao. My fathers birthday is on the 20th, he will be older haha, you thought I was going to say his age :laugh: and then my youngest brothers birthday is on the 28th, lots of birthdays in March for my family. Then in Continue Reading
Drawing Blanks
That's how I feel today. I feel like I'm numb. I came back and forth to the laptop today, but stared at the empty 'add new post' page, and thought "I don't know what to write about" is it a writers block? Perhaps, I actually was going to do a PPP but it expired, I should of done it yesterday, foolish me *sigh* I know there will be more to come along. Well today is the beginning of hell week for me lol, well maybe not a whole week more like a handful of days. It's still hell! It's the monthly monster again. Wish it would just go away. Do you ever type, and as you type you feel like your talking, and you wished that when people read it, that they would read it in the way you hear it in your head? Happens to me every time I write a post. Sometimes I ask William to read the post to me, just to see how it sounds when he reads it. There are a Continue Reading
Bleach Is Evil!
I do, I really do. I like snow more, it's just so much prettier to look at than rain hehe. Oh I did such a stupid thing today. I was doing laundry and I wanted to put some bleach in the water, well I was opening a new container of bleach. I was using my right hand, as I'm right handed. Well I kind of injured that arm not too long ago, so it's weaker and I couldn't pull off that tab they have on it. So I used my other hand, I pulled, I believe the bottle was very full, and then as I'm pulling *splash* ahhh I splashed some bleach on my new Patriots t-shirt OMG I am sooo pissed off, at myself!! Grrr. I haven't even had the t-shirt for a 2 months and look what I did. I started to cry like a baby lol. William was being a sweetheart and trying to cheer me up. Thank you William :hugleft: I hope to get another one, because I loved that shirt, Continue Reading
Feels Like Yesterday
Goodness lol, it feels like I just blogged yesterday hehe. So what has happened since then. Well I finally got myself (William got it) a table to put my things on for ebay stuff, and the extra plus there is, I can use it for my brand new sewing machine, omgosh I love that machine. I grew up around sewing machines, I always wanted to use one, but they were the industrial type, the big expensive, like metal ones. When I was about 11-13 years old, my parents had their own shop, they made ladies clothing anyway I loved it because I had dibs on some of the things, but I also was around the machines, and I helped out some, so it was fun *sometimes* lol. Anyway since then I have wanted my own sewing machine, but it just never happened. I would find myself staying up at night, just browing the different models and crafty projects on DoYouSew.com Continue Reading