This or That

Thats what my life feels like lately just plain this or that lol. So many things going on, mostly emotions. Totally sucks I tell you. Since I haven’t posted in a few days thought I would. I never really have much to say, my life is sad to say as dull as that. Lots coming up in the new year that I am looking forward to more about that another time, don’t feel much like talking about that. I was surfing youtube the other day and came across this tv commercial for Cadbury candy, maybe some have seen it but I just found it to be so rad this commercial. I have attempted to add the video here in my blog so enjoy.

Anyway apart from that, things with my other half are still shaky I don’t think I want to be with her to be honest. I think we are too different at times and other times I think we are perfect. But I have a lot of mixed feelings inside so we’ll see huh? There is sometime coming up that we’ll be separated for a while so that will be the true test. Time and distance is always a test. It was when we first met and I found some stuff afterward that if I had known before hand, I would of severed ties between us.ButI wasn’t given that opportunity like many probably have gone through. Enough of this shit, moving on.

I am still wanting to get a new domain, but have not figured out what to have. I am considering an .nu because that is the only thing I have not had yet So it would make for a cool change don’t you think? This domain I think I will turn out trying to sell because I think it would be worth something, the name alone anyway but it’s just not for me any longer. So I guess I’ll start thinking of something new eh? I put up a new cam picture yay for me lmao. And I changed my picture on the sidebar, I just was not liking the dark one. I am planning on getting my hair done maybe in the next week or so. OMG I just realized thanksgiving is upon us. Well Happy Thanksgiving to all those that celebrate. I celebrate but since I’m in England and alone at the time I have no one to celebrate with sad huh? Yeah well what can you do? Nothing lmao.

Ever since I seen that commercial I posted at the top I’ve wanted to listen to some of Phil Collins stuff, so on youtube I watched the In the Air Tonight and Against All Odds video, brings back memories. I feel like crying, or smoking a cigarette. Nasty habit I swear but I’m not a chain smoker, I now and then have a smoke. Still not good but oh well. The other night I watched Hairspray it was fabulous, did you know that Rikki Lake the actress who played Tracy Turnblad was a judge in the live show they did. Haha yeah and she didn’t even have one line how sad is that lmao. I still liked the original more though for some reason. Although I loved Tracy’s hair in the end, I am so thinking of doing that not sure yet lol. I was shocked when I found out that John Travolta played her mother Edna, never thought I’d seen him play a role like that but he did outstanding. Ok well enough of that, I need to get going want to do some other things whilst I still can. Ok toodles!!