Mixed Emotions

I have so much going through my mind right now. I don’t think I can possibly talk about it. I don’t usually, well I use to but then I found it to be pointless lol. Alice is coming down on Sunday, and well she’s given me instructions to pack her closet lol. Yeah wow yay I get to pack “her” closet, makes me angry sometimes, because it’s her stuff and she should pack it, but since I am staying here I suppose I should. I’m not really looking forward to do, because we plan on taking the last bits of things to storage, as she wants to finally put this flat on the market for rental. I hope that works out for her. Meanwhile, I’ll have to go to London with her, and stay in the house she’ staying in (not looking forward to that). I don’t like her landlord very much, I did at first but now I don’t. But on another note, it will be a nice change from being here. She did say something about leaving there, and finding a place that has 2 rooms available, so that we both have privacy and that would be something ideal, since she has a new gf now and well I don’t really want to be around when she is coming over and they are well you know? Getting it on, no thank you!!

The day before yesterday, I had this sick feeling in my stomach, and well I’m usually pretty good at knowing that something not so great will come my way. Sure enough the news she gave me today was exactly it. It always has to do with me, and its always on the negative side. I’m rather upset with her a bit because, I had been looking for a place before and had found a suitable place. But then she changed her mind, and there went that opportunity, but now who knows where I’ll be at. I feel sick to my stomach now I guess its sorry and stress I’m feeling. Well all I know is I really hope that I can have my own room because I don’t want to be in the same space as her, but I guess if I have to I have no choice. I’ll be looking forward to exploring London though! I just hope I don’t get lost like I did the first day I ventured out to London lol, that was funny. Alice just laughed her head off at me.

I haven’t heard anything from the contest winnings, if they have even sent out the stuff they said they would. I mean I’ll be leaving here, so I don’t know if its too late to change address or not, plus I have 2 other deliveries coming, the 4th book of the Twilight Saga that I had pre-ordered, now I have to see if I can have that address changed as well. I’m angry at her for not giving me more warning, she sprung it on me the last minute, makes me mad (insert angry emoticon), then I have another small package coming, I’m not even sure when that will come. Hopefully it comes while she is here. Damn this sucks, I don’t want to go all the way to London just to miss my deliveries grrrrr, I better go I’m a bit upset. Sorry for the rant.