Well it was about time I did another DOT, I'm only on day 8, so I still have a ways to go. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. Wow there have been a few people that pretty much made my life a living hell or treated me like shit. But in all honesty this one person left a mark on me, not only a physical mark but an emotional one that I have been overcoming thanks William! I won't go into much details and I won't give names either to protect their privacy, and reduce the risk of arguments down the line. I was with this person for a few years, it was a bad time in my life, this person did comfort me at that time, but the comfort turned into resent me and pretty much hate. I heard it, I seen it, I felt it. I don't 100% blame this person, or maybe I should, not sure, I try not to think of it much. But Continue Reading
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A Little Of This & That!
I feel like I am every where lately. I'm trying to work on multiple things at once. Does that make things go slower? Perhaps, but it gives me satisfaction that I'm doing something, and not just forgetting about everything and focusing on one thing. I try to spread my time over several things. Although I have to admit I am focusing a little more on the directory, which I am diligently working on. I'm almost close to being done, and I'm really excited about that! I'm still debating about Pixelfx, not too sure about it. I want it to be a tutorial website, but I don't have the time for that at all. So thought it could be a great place for resources, my posts would be to other tutorials and websites with resources. I know there are a lot of websites like that, but I thought it would be cool. I can get picky and such. Again I'm not sure, I Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 7
It's time for another Days Of Truth meme question. And I will just go right into it. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. I honestly can't say it has been one person. There have been so many people that I have met in my life, that have contributed to that in one way or another. In different times in my life, I'm sure there was someone at the time that made me feel like that, but truthfully there are so many people. Especially those that gave me life, they are the biggest reason of all. Even though my relationship with my father is slim to none now, that's okay. I've accepted that, I probably have always known it would be like that. It just became a bit more real, after my mother passed away. I still love him from afar, I am still thankful that he was a part of giving me life. My family, my friends, Continue Reading
Rant On Twitter!
I had a nice big fat rant on twitter today. Really it wasn't all that big, I'm exaggerating. But that's what I usually do when something goes wrong that shouldn't. RANT ALERT: Fair warning, there is cursing in my post today, and I really don't care. I'm made and it makes me feel better to express it here. This past week. William had some work done on his truck. He took it in, because a dashboard light was coming on that shouldn't. Okay cool. So after about a day or two of finding out what's going to happen. He finally says, he needs to take it in, and they will have it for just about that whole day. Now I know mechanics get busy, but just make sure you do the damn work, you know? Ok so he gets it back. A day or two pass, it's Sunday morning. He goes out to get us a Sunday paper. Takes kind of long, I start to worry as usual. Continue Reading
Days Of Truth: Day 6
Okay so today we are going to do another Days Of Truth, if you are curious as to what I'm talking about, it's a meme I started in October 2011, so you may want to go back into my archives and find it, and read what it's all about. I would link you to it, but I'm feeling lazy right about now, sorry. Search feature is up there, or try via the calendar as well. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. That's a good one. I would say have to say goodbye to my mother, but that already happened, it was one of the toughest times in my life. I will always miss my mother. Apart from that, gosh I think it would be to say goodbye to William, I can't imagine life without him. I can live life without him, but I don't like to imagine it. We are so well suited for each other. I don't want to come off as being super dependent on him, but I Continue Reading