Let me start by apologising. I had gotten so busy, and didn't have time to come and post updates, for anyone who cares *rolls eyes* LOL. This is more for me than anything or anyone else. I have been keeping up with my weight loss, as you can see from my title. I have weighed in every Saturday since I started. But it is for my own record as well. I feel horrible not updating, but I am happy I am keeping up with my diet. I have had some struggles, some failures, and some triumphs, and today, I finally, even though it is 3 months later than I had planned, I reached my 100 lb milestone, one of two I hope to reach, I WILL reach. This all has been a bit scary. When I was younger I ended up being diagnosed with an eating disorder. It got pretty serious, and I ended up going to one of those eating disorder treatment facilities to get help. I Continue Reading
14 years, and it feels like yesterday, I miss you Mom!
It feels like yesterday, the house feels quieter than normal, even though it isn't the house I grew up in with my mom. It is in California. 14 years since my beloved mother passed away. I feel it in the heart each year. I come across so many people in my day to day life, and see how lucky some are to still their mother. There is so much I wanted to share with my mom. I know she is looking down at me, and at times may be standing right next to me. Even though I don't know it. But having your mom with you, to do those simple things in life. A cup of coffee in the morning, or a short trip shopping, or just sitting and chatting. Those are things I wish I still had with her. Although I was only 36, and I was grown adult, I was just beginning my life, my real life, and then she was gone. It would be nice to have her with me, but I know she Continue Reading
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2015!
So I have slacked on blogging, definitely one of my New Years resolutions. I have managed to stick to last years New Years resolution, and it will always be part of my life, or should I say, a way of life. I had a wonderful Christmas, with Williams extended family, then Christmas eve with his mom, sister and niece and nephews. Then we spent Christmas Morning, and the whole day just us 3 (William, myself and Daisy), it was really really nice. I am such a lucky person, waited all my life to find true love, and I have in William, bless his heart. So My honey, got me a treadmill, tried it out today, I am going to love using it. I just have to watch out for my little girl, and be sure she don't accidentally get in or on it, gosh that would be horrible. I think the noise frightens her off, which is good. This coming year, I want to work Continue Reading
Two Days Til My Birthday, Yay!!
I am truly an old fart, officially in two days lol. No I'm kidding, 50 is the new 40 :P didn't you know? kay so enough of that. I have been so very busy lately, haven't you noticed my lack of posts? Yeah my new years resolutions are two, I am managing to keep last years. So they are as follows: 1) Better organise my hobby room, it is a mess. 2) Try to manage my time to accomplish almost everything, blogging is what I speak of. I am also behind on my diet blog, thankfully I take photos of weigh-ins yay go me. I am happy that I have been able to achieve my goal, sort of, I won't be hitting the Target, but at least I am on the right road, which makes me very happy. Want to know more about that, feel free to contact me, and I will send you the link :) So apart from that, what else is going on? Well I lost my lovely fish, Continue Reading
Weigh-in #25 – #32 – Wow huh?
I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving, as I probably will not post on Thanksgiving, but I do hope you all have a lovely time. We are going to the in-laws (soon to be lol), that will be a nice time, I am sure! It usually always is, and with plenty to eat, I will of course have to watch how much I eat, I have lost a lot of weight in the course of almost a year, and it makes me very happy, but I don’t plan on backtracking to where I used to be. I found a picture of me, I am not sure of when, and I am literally disgusted with myself but with that said, I have come a long way, and still have a long way to go. Yes, I was a big girl, in all senses of the word. I had stopped posting, not because I was failing, but because, time just go out of my hands, and before I know it, I am 2 months behind in posting an update, so this post will catch Continue Reading