When I was younger I use to look forward to the weekend, wait hold up. I still do, but not like I did when I was in my "party mode" lmao. Being here (in England) makes things a lot harder because I don't know where what is at, and I don't have people I know like friends and family. I have friends but they are too far lol. So when weekends roll around there is not much to look forward to. Yeah and then if someone asks "what you doing for the weekend" I'm like errmm not much, staying in lol. Well that all I can really say. Alice is in London so we don't hang out much. In some ways with whats going on right now, it's for the best. But yeah well eventually I'll be back in California, and I'll be so excited to see everyone again, and maybe do a little clubbing, this one club I use to go to where I met loads of people, I look forward to going Continue Reading
Happy Mother’s Day
I hope everyone has/had a wonderful Mother's Day today. I don't have a mother, well not an alive one anyway, wait thats not true. My mom will always live on, in me and my heart. I miss her so much. I was talking to Alice today and we briefly said Happy Mother's Day to each other even though we both don't have kids, hehe. But thought why not. Then I suddenly remembered it was actually Mother's Day it didn't sink in quiet yet. Then I suddenly started to miss her and I started to cry on the phone. She (Alice) was comforting, and I made myself stop crying, I know I miss her and omg I wish she was here because I need one of her hugs so much. I miss her laugh, I miss her calling me when she's a little upset, I miss her walking with me in the grocery store holding on to my arm. I miss those little little things that we regret once they are gone. Continue Reading
You Ready For New Years?
I guess I'm ready. We've debated if we want to go out or if we'd want to just stay home? I don't know yet. Anything can change at the last moment right? So we had a very nice Christmas, we didn't have the traditional Turkey, we made Ham and Lamb which was very yummy and of course some nice wine. Alice got me some designer make up, designer bag rather big bag lol, its like a hobo bag, sort of lol, I can't be bothered to go look at the name haha cause the name escapes me right now, she got me a really cute glasses case no its not designer it has aliens on it and i just adore it, she got me a pair of black converse with pink strip on the front its really cute, a pair of denim ankle boots, and slippers, aww how nice huh. I got her a robe exactly what she wanted, a new belt, I gave her some of my make up haha, there was plenty trust me, a pair Continue Reading
Its Here!
Yay! Christmas is here. We got our tree today lol. Its not huge but its cute. I'll try to take pictures when we've decorated, we're doing that tomorrow, well actually today but since I haven't gone to sleep and woke up it still feels like Sunday :P But we had a good time we went out and got loads of stuff at a local farm, fresh vegetables and meat, yum :) Then we headed over to Sainsbury to find a table cloth and napkins cause we went to Lidl and they didn't have any. We got a cute one I wanted it to be festive and fun, its a snow man with trees stuff, really cute. We need to get the deocrations out tomorrow. Yeah we couldn't do it sooner, but as they say "later is better than never" lmao or do they say that haha. Ahh well. So this will more then likely be short. Oh yeah I go a beautiful gift from my affy Millie isn't that just sweet. Continue Reading
It’s my BDAY!
So I got up early today, with Christmas getting closer we started our Christmas shopping, and some of it is online shopping! So we are expecting a delivery today like so many other people. Today is my birthday though, I had planned on getting my hair done, so it may not happen today. Only if they delivery first thing in the morning, but if I have to wait all day like we do sometimes then I'll have to put it off. I got a text from Al about oh 6:38am with a message saying "Happy Birthday babe, I love you angel" isn't that just too sweet. Aww I was already awake lol. I couldn't sleep last night until about 4am yeah isn't that terrible, so I stayed up and messed about on Netlog and the people I have met there are so nice, I logged in to find a bunch of Happy Bday wishes so thats really sweet. So I'm not sure how my day is going to be, I don't Continue Reading