I don't know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I'll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I'm not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don't give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don't like what I have to say there is always an easy way out :P all that goes without saying. Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do Continue Reading
Come and Gone
Wow Halloween was here and now it's gone, I wanted to say I didn't do anything. Chatted to a nice fella online is about all that was rather interesting ;) Oh today is my nieces birthday she turned 18 yay!! I'm so happy for her, she is the same niece that is expecting a baby next year. I really hope I am there to see the baby when the little angel is born. I can't believe how time flies, last time I seen her she seemed so much younger than she actually was lmao. And my nephew omg he's turned out to be quiet stunning lmao, yeah they take after their auntie :P His birthday was on October 25 so I hope he had a good one also. I really need to give them a call. Maybe I will tonight :) So nothing really new to report oh wait there is lmao. Alice is coming Friday down for about 2 weeks yay for that. Well sort of I'm having a lot of personal Continue Reading
Sexy Movie
This was a good movie I seen like night before last Species: The Awakening, I've seen them all and this one is a very sexy movie lmao if I may say so. Over all its worth watching. Moving along I walked out today about 10 a.m. and usually at that time its warmer, but omg it was so chilly out. I think this is going to be a cold winter. It will be nice to see snow again though, maybe more than last year. So things with Al aren't at its best but you know what I feel I am a broken record. What did i leave off at last time. Oh yeah the domain thing. I am still considering it. I feel as if this domain is just not fun? And I like to have fun. Old or young I don't care. Al keeps telling me I need to grow up, and I ask her why???? Whats wrong with being myself if it means being not like her? lol. I told her. Your too old for me lmao. She made Continue Reading
Life is full of surprises
I can't believe the last day I posted as on the 10th omg where had time gone :P I haven't been up to much really. Things are not the best in my personal life I will spare everyone that. I will talk about the last post, about the holiday to Scotland, well the place we planned on going is a very remote place and when weather is really bad sometimes you can get stuck there, or not able to drive anywhere not to mention possibly get stuck on the way there. So we talked and decided to make that another time of the year when the weather is warmer and more beautiful which I agree because I would like to cycle and walk around and absorb the surroundings. So we decided to cancel it due to weather. I decided to jump on the band wagon and make a plug site, it'll be up in a week or so. Will plug it soon as it's done. Alice wants to get the fireplace Continue Reading
She’s All Moved In
Yes! Finally got her all moved in. This building she lives in now has the most amazing tub ahh its luxurious so big and deep I just love it :) there is also an elevator but its being worked on so we couldn't take advantage of it and had to use the stairs. OMG I am so relieved that bit is over. You ask why I said that bit, well when I get home I'll have house cleaning to do, then when Alice come down on the 14th we will be packing up all the stuff there since she is going to be renting out that flat, and we are going to get something in London so we are closer to her work and we are together :D so that makes us happy. So I still have yet lots more packing to do, I tell you I am really hating life right now. Not only the packing and moving crap but just things between me and her aren't that great. There have been moments when I want to Continue Reading