I hope everyone has/had a wonderful Mother's Day today. I don't have a mother, well not an alive one anyway, wait thats not true. My mom will always live on, in me and my heart. I miss her so much. I was talking to Alice today and we briefly said Happy Mother's Day to each other even though we both don't have kids, hehe. But thought why not. Then I suddenly remembered it was actually Mother's Day it didn't sink in quiet yet. Then I suddenly started to miss her and I started to cry on the phone. She (Alice) was comforting, and I made myself stop crying, I know I miss her and omg I wish she was here because I need one of her hugs so much. I miss her laugh, I miss her calling me when she's a little upset, I miss her walking with me in the grocery store holding on to my arm. I miss those little little things that we regret once they are gone. Continue Reading
Damn Alarm Clock
So I haven't been up to much. Been doing a lot of thinking lately. Just about life in general I guess. I talk to Al sometimes about dreams we have, she said she's had dreams about her teeth falling out, I recall having a similar dream. People from her work were getting her all paranoid saying that "it means death" and such. I'm like no, I look at it like "out with the old, in with the new" thats kind of how I see the teeth falling out dream, like when we were little kids, our teeth fell out and we grew in our adult teeth. Anyone have any theories about that or know a website to go entertain myself with on dreams? Lol. Maybe I'll do some surfing late and see what I can come up to calm this woman down, lol. She calls me and asks me if I am okay, I'm like "yes, why" then she told me about the dream and what everyone said lol. Don't you Continue Reading
Happy Vday!!
Better late than never. I didn't spend it with Al for obvious reasons. Although I did fine myself missing her. She is a big part of my life. She sent me 2 Valentine cards, dozens gorgeous red roses, a box of candy lol, I'm not really into candy lol. I sent her a box of chocolates, she loves chocolates, some beautiful Red Roses, it's only appropriate, I have wine for her but thats here, she'll get that when she gets here. I also have some other cute little goodies for when she comes down here. Oh yeah and I wanted to thank Felix and Jennifer for sending us a beautiful basket with candy, flowers and wine (Al will love this) Thank you so much Felix and Jennifer you guys are so wonderful. Anyway so we talked on the phone a few times. She goes back to work tomorrow for a long shift. What a way to go back. I need to get to the post office Continue Reading
You Ready For New Years?
I guess I'm ready. We've debated if we want to go out or if we'd want to just stay home? I don't know yet. Anything can change at the last moment right? So we had a very nice Christmas, we didn't have the traditional Turkey, we made Ham and Lamb which was very yummy and of course some nice wine. Alice got me some designer make up, designer bag rather big bag lol, its like a hobo bag, sort of lol, I can't be bothered to go look at the name haha cause the name escapes me right now, she got me a really cute glasses case no its not designer it has aliens on it and i just adore it, she got me a pair of black converse with pink strip on the front its really cute, a pair of denim ankle boots, and slippers, aww how nice huh. I got her a robe exactly what she wanted, a new belt, I gave her some of my make up haha, there was plenty trust me, a pair Continue Reading
Its Here!
Yay! Christmas is here. We got our tree today lol. Its not huge but its cute. I'll try to take pictures when we've decorated, we're doing that tomorrow, well actually today but since I haven't gone to sleep and woke up it still feels like Sunday :P But we had a good time we went out and got loads of stuff at a local farm, fresh vegetables and meat, yum :) Then we headed over to Sainsbury to find a table cloth and napkins cause we went to Lidl and they didn't have any. We got a cute one I wanted it to be festive and fun, its a snow man with trees stuff, really cute. We need to get the deocrations out tomorrow. Yeah we couldn't do it sooner, but as they say "later is better than never" lmao or do they say that haha. Ahh well. So this will more then likely be short. Oh yeah I go a beautiful gift from my affy Millie isn't that just sweet. Continue Reading