I think I really did! Well at least that is how it seemed recently. I was putting out videos often, then something happened (not saying what), plus I got ill, and then the passion flew out the window, but that thing that I'm not telling is really what took away the drive I had. Then it all just started crumbling down. It happens I know, and I need to be able to pick myself up and continue on. I was emotionally hurt for awhile, and I don't think these people know how much, I don't think they ever will. I am way over sensitive though. Time to move on. For those loyal secret readers I know I have out there. As you know, I had been posting about monthly subscriptions I would get. That is at a dead stop, no lie! During the time I got ill, I had to update my payment information, I didn't so of course the shipments stopped. Now that I look Continue Reading
We Are Engaged!!!
Can you believe it? I know a lot of people I know are thinking "Finally"! I don't blame them, it's me being picky, or just unlucky, I choose the first *wink*. Those who know me, read my blog posts, or know me IRL, know who my Hunny is, my wonderful absolutely amazing William!! On October 22, 2014, at about 6 pm EST, he came home, opened up a box, and asked me "Will you marry me in an outdoor wedding?" I of course said YES!!!! We had talked about it, and we had looked at wood rings, so it was a matter of time. I wouldn't have wanted it any other way, his way, his personality, nothing made up all original. He has always been a funny guy, and the only guy in the world that has made me laugh every day of my life that I have been with him, he's the only one that has ever really made me laugh to the point of tearing up. Continue Reading
The Walking Dead is Back!
I and probably millions of other people are super excited about the return of The Walking Dead. Had to watch the 5 minute preview last night twice. This season is going to be so exciting, I can't wait. I think I will turn out watching tomorrow nights episode like two to three times. Just to catch all the little things I missed. Here is a little preview of tomorrow's episode. I didn't see this on the TV preview they showed last night, so this was a nice treat! I'm so excited, I watched it on AMC, and found a video to embed on youtube, yay youtube you guys rock lol. It's only in it's 4th season, and this has to be the biggest show yet. Bigger than LOST, bigger than 24, bigger than Dexter (I loved Dexter too), gosh what can I say, die hard fans here!! Losing Lori, was so sad and T oh my gosh, I loved those characters, shame they had to take Continue Reading
A Special Happy Birthday To My Mom ~ You Are Missed
Another year without my mom. I know she is in a better place, in peace I can only pray. You have no idea how much she is missed. Even though I never had children, and it's not something she is going to miss, as I know she is always watching over us. Even though she can't come personally, and hold me and tell me she loves me. But I know she is there, she is always there. Even when I do dumb things lol. She is probably shaking her head side to side, saying *ugh, you know better*, and she is right. I miss her like crazy. I always try to tell people, don't let times get by you without talking to you parents. I should take my own advice. I'm not close with my father, but that is a whole other story lol. Right now it's about my mom. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. Yesterday I asked William to pick up a candle, as I burn one every year on Continue Reading
Saturday Smiles – Nail Polish
I figured I would give the title more than just “Saturday Smile” So what is Saturday Smile, well anything that makes me smile basically. I thought it would be fun to do. Today I choose something I love, nail polish. Oh yes, I am a nail polish lover, my Nail Fun 4 Me, well it’s all over my wall. Check it out! First a couple of pictures of my current nail polish I am wearing, I have to say it’s gorgeous, and holographic red, it’s by China Glaze, named Ruby Pumps, this polish makes me smile big time :D It looks a lot prettier in person than in the photo, sorry to say. I wish I could have taken a better photo of it, but this is the best I did. So that is something that makes me happy. And a quick video of my nail polish collection. There are some polishes I have not used, so I may give them away, I have a few bottles of Gel Polish Continue Reading