I think I really did! Well at least that is how it seemed recently. I was putting out videos often, then something happened (not saying what), plus I got ill, and then the passion flew out the window, but that thing that I'm not telling is really what took away the drive I had. Then it all just started crumbling down. It happens I know, and I need to be able to pick myself up and continue on. I was emotionally hurt for awhile, and I don't think these people know how much, I don't think they ever will. I am way over sensitive though. Time to move on. For those loyal secret readers I know I have out there. As you know, I had been posting about monthly subscriptions I would get. That is at a dead stop, no lie! During the time I got ill, I had to update my payment information, I didn't so of course the shipments stopped. Now that I look Continue Reading
Hobbies ~ I have some!
Over the years I have found things I liked, things I stick with sometimes, sometimes they go on the back burner and stay quiet for a while. Unlike blogging, that just seems to be something I like to do. It’s a therapy type of thing I guess you can say. I type for myself, not so much for others, it makes me feel good talking about things, even if I am the only reader. I know others read it, they just never say they have, statistics say they do. Which is perfectly okay with me, I tend to be shy at times too. But more often than not, I leave a comment, just so the person knows someone is listening, or reading that is. I took up web design for a while, then thought it was either I don’t have the passion for it, or I am just not creative enough, so I lost interest. Then with WordPress coming out, it all changed. I used to hard code, Continue Reading
The Walking Dead is Back!
I and probably millions of other people are super excited about the return of The Walking Dead. Had to watch the 5 minute preview last night twice. This season is going to be so exciting, I can't wait. I think I will turn out watching tomorrow nights episode like two to three times. Just to catch all the little things I missed. Here is a little preview of tomorrow's episode. I didn't see this on the TV preview they showed last night, so this was a nice treat! I'm so excited, I watched it on AMC, and found a video to embed on youtube, yay youtube you guys rock lol. It's only in it's 4th season, and this has to be the biggest show yet. Bigger than LOST, bigger than 24, bigger than Dexter (I loved Dexter too), gosh what can I say, die hard fans here!! Losing Lori, was so sad and T oh my gosh, I loved those characters, shame they had to take Continue Reading
A Special Happy Birthday To My Mom ~ You Are Missed
Another year without my mom. I know she is in a better place, in peace I can only pray. You have no idea how much she is missed. Even though I never had children, and it's not something she is going to miss, as I know she is always watching over us. Even though she can't come personally, and hold me and tell me she loves me. But I know she is there, she is always there. Even when I do dumb things lol. She is probably shaking her head side to side, saying *ugh, you know better*, and she is right. I miss her like crazy. I always try to tell people, don't let times get by you without talking to you parents. I should take my own advice. I'm not close with my father, but that is a whole other story lol. Right now it's about my mom. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. Yesterday I asked William to pick up a candle, as I burn one every year on Continue Reading
Are You Superstitious? Happy Friday the 13th!
I am, and am not superstitious. With some things I am, I do believe in ghosts, not to sure about the black cat and ladder bit, but I am still cautious, don't hurt to be, right? The day is almost over, it's 6:32 pm as I write this. The day has been okay, I was home all day, as that seems to be my itinerary for quite a while, it's a long story, I won't bore. Nothing really bad has happened today, I mean in the past month, yes, I caught a bad virus and was hospitalised, yup that bad. I am better now, finished up my medication, still need to do a follow up visit, but waiting on an insurance package to arrive, and I really wish it would. Okay maybe that is the bad thing that happened, kind of, it's been on going all week *sigh*. Today I cancelled my Glossybox subscription, in retrospect, I feel that I haven't really benefited from that Continue Reading