I think I really did! Well at least that is how it seemed recently. I was putting out videos often, then something happened (not saying what), plus I got ill, and then the passion flew out the window, but that thing that I'm not telling is really what took away the drive I had. Then it all just started crumbling down. It happens I know, and I need to be able to pick myself up and continue on. I was emotionally hurt for awhile, and I don't think these people know how much, I don't think they ever will. I am way over sensitive though. Time to move on. For those loyal secret readers I know I have out there. As you know, I had been posting about monthly subscriptions I would get. That is at a dead stop, no lie! During the time I got ill, I had to update my payment information, I didn't so of course the shipments stopped. Now that I look Continue Reading
At A Moments Notice
It's amazing how things can change at a moments notice. When you feel finally you are getting somewhere, then things go to shit! I won't bore you with my life's details, but yeah. I had mentioned before I wanted to get a :dog: , but I think I won't be able to after all. Circumstances have changed, and well I have to change with them. It was really nice thinking about it. I never had my very own dog before, so that was going to be a very nice experience. I had 2 :cat2: in my life, my first cat Priscilla she was a Calico cat, loving kitty, so very attached to me as a kitten and even as an adult cat. I moved and I couldn't have her where I was, so my sister took her, but under the condition that she keep the pet as her own, I agreed because my sister loves animals. I've told this story before, but now I feel like talking about it again lol. Continue Reading