Another year without my mom. I know she is in a better place, in peace I can only pray. You have no idea how much she is missed. Even though I never had children, and it's not something she is going to miss, as I know she is always watching over us. Even though she can't come personally, and hold me and tell me she loves me. But I know she is there, she is always there. Even when I do dumb things lol. She is probably shaking her head side to side, saying *ugh, you know better*, and she is right. I miss her like crazy. I always try to tell people, don't let times get by you without talking to you parents. I should take my own advice. I'm not close with my father, but that is a whole other story lol. Right now it's about my mom. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. Yesterday I asked William to pick up a candle, as I burn one every year on Continue Reading
Happy Mother’s Day!!~
Wow it comes so quickly, it's like a slap in the face *bam* it's Mother's Day hehe. It's NOT a bad thing, not at all, time just flies so quickly, I think the older we get, the faster it speeds by us. So anyway moving on. I hope all the mothers out there are having a lovely day. There are those that have lost their mothers, including myself, believe me she is never out of my mind, I think of her often, I think it's hardest, when the holidays roll around, especially her birthday and Mother's Day, and of course Christmas, as we know that is when family gather around the Christmas tree. Oh how I miss you so so very much mom! I love you, thank you for giving me life, and giving me all the years of having an incredible mother, you showed me how to love. I love you and miss you! And of course we cannot forgot those who have been selfless and Continue Reading
I’m Losing Track Of Things
Wow, I can't believe it's been a little over a month since I posted, yet again. What is wrong with me. SMH~!! I tell you what it is, it's that darn YouTube, I have a channel there, so obviously I feel obligated (not so much obligated wrong word, but you want to be supportive of your subbies right?) to visit my subscribers channels and watch their videos. And oh some of them are long as fuck! I mean one person video is about one or two things, and they just start yapping about all types of shit. Do they no know that everyone is trying to get around to their subbies, and they are not sitting there to just watch their videos, seriously no, WAKE THE FUCK UP. But yet I don't say anything, I might make a joking comment, but I would feel bad saying something, but yet I harbor these feelings, what the hell? lol. I apologise, I really Continue Reading
Ready for Spring/Summer??
Gobble Gobble!~
Happy Thanksgiving everyone, and for those of you who do not celebrate Thanksgiving, I hope you have a beautiful weekend, and you stay safe out there, with all the Black Friday craze :) We had a very lovely dinner at my boyfriends family members house. Everything was so so delicious, there were at least 5 different pies!! Wow right? Yeah it was amazing, we brought 2 lol. Everything was beautiful, it was so very nice to see everyone again. These big family holidays is when we see them the most. Speaking of family, I miss my family out in California! I love them all, and miss them dearly. I know everyone has their own little families to share a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with, I am with you all in spirit. A special I love you to my sister, whom I miss so much. But we do manage to stay in touch, which is very important to me, as she has Continue Reading