I wish I could just let it out and moan about every little bad part of my life. I think this domain started with that. If I come to think about it. How funny. My relationship started about the same time that I put this domain up. Well I plan on getting another one, and with that a change of life, I'm hoping. I've never lived in abusive relationship but Omg!! It's so much more than I can handle, when I say abusive it's mainly been verbal and emotional. I think I am getting numb to it. I actually hate my ex! Well thats a bit strong, I strongly dislike how she is. I am far from being perfect. There are many things about this "type" of relationship that I didn't understand and see now that it wasn't for me. Sometimes I feel my head will explode, seriuosly explode. I don't get along with my 'ex' and being ex's makes things all that much Continue Reading
You Ready For New Years?
I guess I'm ready. We've debated if we want to go out or if we'd want to just stay home? I don't know yet. Anything can change at the last moment right? So we had a very nice Christmas, we didn't have the traditional Turkey, we made Ham and Lamb which was very yummy and of course some nice wine. Alice got me some designer make up, designer bag rather big bag lol, its like a hobo bag, sort of lol, I can't be bothered to go look at the name haha cause the name escapes me right now, she got me a really cute glasses case no its not designer it has aliens on it and i just adore it, she got me a pair of black converse with pink strip on the front its really cute, a pair of denim ankle boots, and slippers, aww how nice huh. I got her a robe exactly what she wanted, a new belt, I gave her some of my make up haha, there was plenty trust me, a pair Continue Reading
It’s my BDAY!
So I got up early today, with Christmas getting closer we started our Christmas shopping, and some of it is online shopping! So we are expecting a delivery today like so many other people. Today is my birthday though, I had planned on getting my hair done, so it may not happen today. Only if they delivery first thing in the morning, but if I have to wait all day like we do sometimes then I'll have to put it off. I got a text from Al about oh 6:38am with a message saying "Happy Birthday babe, I love you angel" isn't that just too sweet. Aww I was already awake lol. I couldn't sleep last night until about 4am yeah isn't that terrible, so I stayed up and messed about on Netlog and the people I have met there are so nice, I logged in to find a bunch of Happy Bday wishes so thats really sweet. So I'm not sure how my day is going to be, I don't Continue Reading
Omg wow!
[edit]Ok so I couldn't help myself I had to put up a Christmas theme. There maybe some things not working. I can't be bothered to fix atm, so I'll do them later. Okay thats all[/edit] I feel as if i just posted not that long ago. Time goes a bit too fast don't it. Yeah I guess I'm due up for another layout here? Lmao. I kind of like it though and its so hard to part with it. But its nice to look at considering as Faye (thanks for the comment) said its wintery and we are in England lmao. But am I going to be too lazy to really change it when I love it so much :P Ahh well we will see. Umm I have been listening to a lot of good music (well I think it is) like now I'm listenig to Hinder - Bliss (I don't wanna know) its a really good band. If you have last.fm then you can pretty much see what I listen to there. Add me!!! If you have Continue Reading
This or That
Thats what my life feels like lately just plain this or that lol. So many things going on, mostly emotions. Totally sucks I tell you. Since I haven't posted in a few days thought I would. I never really have much to say, my life is sad to say as dull as that. Lots coming up in the new year that I am looking forward to more about that another time, don't feel much like talking about that. I was surfing youtube the other day and came across this tv commercial for Cadbury candy, maybe some have seen it but I just found it to be so rad this commercial. I have attempted to add the video here in my blog so enjoy. Anyway apart from that, things with my other half are still shaky I don't think I want to be with her to be honest. I think we are too different at times and other times I think we are perfect. But I have a lot of mixed Continue Reading
