I don't know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I'll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I'm not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don't give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don't like what I have to say there is always an easy way out :P all that goes without saying. Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do Continue Reading
Everything Ends
Alice is off to London today to take care of some business and I can't tell you how relieved I am. When she is here she can't seem to let me have a minutes rest for computer time, I call it my "play time" and when I do you can be sure that she will ask me to do something. It never fails. So I have a good part of today to myself so might as well make the best of it, even though I stayed up late last night chatting to a sweet friend of mine. So how are things between us you are wondering, okay maybe you aren't wondering. But I or should I say we decided to end it between us which I am happier with. I've been having some issues with her and this whole relationship and I feel much better now that we talked and we decided to try to be friends. I try but sometimes she forgets she is no longer my gf lol. So yes I am single!! Feels good. I feel Continue Reading
Come and Gone
Wow Halloween was here and now it's gone, I wanted to say I didn't do anything. Chatted to a nice fella online is about all that was rather interesting ;) Oh today is my nieces birthday she turned 18 yay!! I'm so happy for her, she is the same niece that is expecting a baby next year. I really hope I am there to see the baby when the little angel is born. I can't believe how time flies, last time I seen her she seemed so much younger than she actually was lmao. And my nephew omg he's turned out to be quiet stunning lmao, yeah they take after their auntie :P His birthday was on October 25 so I hope he had a good one also. I really need to give them a call. Maybe I will tonight :) So nothing really new to report oh wait there is lmao. Alice is coming Friday down for about 2 weeks yay for that. Well sort of I'm having a lot of personal Continue Reading
Planning Holiday
Well I said my goodbye to Alice about an hour and a half ago, she is on her way back to London. We had a good time, we didn't do the packing like we had planned something else came up. We spent like 2 days trying to plan our Christmas/New Years holiday, which I am so very excited about. We hopefully will be heading up towards Scotland if plans come out right, well the booking anyway. We plan on driving up, first staying at a lovely Castle woohoo I am so excited about that, but that stay will only be for one night, then we drive on for a few more hours and then stay at another lovely place I forgot the name of that place lol, but it's like a retreat of some kind, looks really nice though and its only for one night. Then we take the Ferry, and go over into Scotland to a cottage we are hoping to be able to book for TWO WEEKS wow huh? This is Continue Reading
Reappeared!
It seems like I did a disappearing act didn't it? No just been busy with life and it's complications. Finally got a chance to come online and do a quick blog. I have had a nice time watching a few movies. I spent some time with Alice at her new place I think I talked about that before. Soon after she moves in shes like " eh its grimey and dark I don't like it" LMAO, I'm like wanting to ring her neck, I ask her why don't you look at things before you make a decision, I'm like this is the 2nd time you've done that. She's yeah I know :( Oh well what is a girl to do lol. I am so proud of myself. I have not requested for more fanlistings, it feels like such a relief you know? I am eventually going to get around to getting rid of some of the ones I have but for now I'll just let it be. Nothing really exciting to talk about. Well Continue Reading
