Well we still haven't found a bike I wanted, I seen a few online I liked, and tried a few in person, but still nothing. My partner went back to work yesterday, and said she'd look around there, since there are many shops, and when I go up there if she hasn't found something, during her time off we'd go looking around, and bring it back here. I'm excited, but at the same time I want something that is going to feel just right. In Oct we plan on going camping, I know whether might be horrible, but its the last one of the season, and my partner has wanted to go for a while, so we will be going, it will be a weekend trip and hopefully we get a nice spot. I called today to make reservations and all, so I am excited and I know my partner will be too. I am amazed at the plugin I installed for spam on here, it works incredibly, even though Continue Reading
A Difference
I know that I had password protected the previous post because it was very personal and didn't want a whole lot of people reading it, but if you are curious by all means email me or let me know and I'll give you the password, but if you are not interested in my life then don't bother asking me :) The difference in my subject title, is a bit reflective on the previous post. Let's just say that she did the right thing, and if it wasn't for that I would of completely given up on everything (relationship related) That really sums it up, most probably don't know what I mean but thats okay also. So she (my partner) has gone back to work, so I am here alone, able to reflect on things of the past few days, I do feel better about things. Yesterday we spent a marvelous day at The Abbey in Battle. We went walking around the abbey inside and Continue Reading
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Eerie Feeling
I don't know if you want to call it eerie, but everywhere I walk around seems to make me feel like I don't belong. I wonder if that's what it's going to feel like for awhile, I don't know. Talked with her last night for awhile, but nothing good came of it. I think she'll be coming down in a day or two, not sure about that yet either. Her mother called her, and I asked her about it, but she said she didn't want to talk about it on the phone, which is ok with me, she would tell me when she sees me, so that didn't exactly give me a date either. We'll see soon enough I suppose. I feel lonely though. =/ I've been cleaning around the house, it needed it because when I left with her the last time, I didn't get to do any cleaning, so the first day and a half I was back, I wasn't feeling like doing anything at all. Just felt rejected I guess. Continue Reading
Tears To Shed
Well after months of trying to work on something, it seems it cannot be worked on, what might you be asking? Well my relationship with my ex partner Alice, yes I can finally freely talk about it if I want to now, so Alice if you read this, drop dead somewhere. For a while, a very long while, I was unable to really talk about what was inside me, and I have always found that I need to write about it in a public way, I don't get too detailed, but I needed to talk about it. Maybe it's for a sympathetic ear, or perhaps someone that can relate, one or the other, maybe both. I won't say that I don't love her, I do very much, but I see now how she truely is. Oh I hate liars with a passion, and most of all cheaters too. Both she falls into, I'm sad to say, because I feel it reflects on me too. I know I wasn't perfect, but there were so many things Continue Reading