It's been only 2 days and I feel like she's been gone a week, how weird that is. I guess I just get use to having her around, so when she is gone seems like forever. I haven't talked to her since she left, she is accompanied by her mother, so I can just imagine how it must be, you don't know their history I do, but I am not going to go into that. I don't think she's had any time alone, except for when she goes to bed. When she has time I suppose she will call. I want to call her, hmm I think I will, just to say hi, and tell her I am thinking of her. Then again maybe I will wait a bit more, I don't want to catch her at a bad time. I hope she don't get all pissed off cause I didn't call, sometimes with Alice I don't know what to do, kind of like walking on eggshells, if you do it, you might get her upset but if you don't you might also type Continue Reading
Blah Day
Have you ever just felt like blah, like things just seemed off? It did for me today, even though today is really tomorrow lol, if you know what I mean. All day on Thursday I felt as if the day was just weird, uncomfortable, even kind of sad or depressing, I really don't think it's the weather, I think I have a day every so often that I just feel weird. I was telling Alice that today, she said she knew what I mean, she felt it today too. Then again she feels like that a lot lol, if something is not right, it'll depress her. Could it be the cold weather, the high winds? I don't know maybe, but weather usually don't get me down. It's just one of those things. Today I spent all of the day trying to fix something that got messed up, I can't believe that I spent almost 2 days on this, networking stuff. The network connection got all messed Continue Reading
Happy Thanksgiving
I do have a lot to be thankful for despite my last post. Alice is in London, working 12 hour shifts, so we couldn't share this day, even though here in England they don't celebrate it. I miss it, I do, I have celebrated that all my life. It's like taking Guy Fawkes day away from the English, hehe imagine that. Well anyway the Brits are not the only ones that don't celebrate Thanksgiving. Even though I am here I still am in spirit of it. Had a nice conversation with Alice, actually heard her laugh, was really happy about that. I'll be making a run to London at the end of the month, then driving back with Alice, need to help her pack some stuff from where she is at, at the moment. She is moving out of there finally and going to be here with me. I do worry about her commute though, we are about an hour and a half by train to the London, and Continue Reading
Back To London
Aww she just left back to London, I can't believe how quickly time passes by. Although she left in a very good mood, and I am in a very good mood, we got excellent news, that will give us the opportunity to visit California, not for long but long enough, I've wanted her to meet my family, especially my sister and her partner, so that's really great, won't say much more than that for now as it's all new still, and want to be doubly sure about it, even though we are already positive. I'm excited, so very excited it's going to give us an opportunity for a lot when we get back, more about that another time too. So beside that, I am sitting in our flat, just being lonely cause she's gone. She just called, and told me the winds are so high and strong, she can feel the car move as she drives, so she said she wouldn't take the motorway and Continue Reading
Rain, Rain
That's right, seems that's all we get these days now. Summer seems to leave this area a lot faster than in California. I never really complained about winter weather anyway. Gives me a good excuse to buy a new jacket or sweater. Haven't been around much, have been doing things with a friend, so been busy with that. Went down to Brighton today, was really nice there, the pier is awesome when it's raining, the water splashing up and all. The winds were so high me and my friend were laughing as we crossed the street to head on down to the pier. Had some proper Fish & Chips, but also had salad with it. Went to a little pub after and had a nice glass of red wine, we went on to look around at the shops, and we went into this sex toy shop, hehe I get embarrased going in there, but I browsed and looked, and then we walked out. Tomorrow my Continue Reading