I don't know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I'll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I'm not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don't give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don't like what I have to say there is always an easy way out :P all that goes without saying. Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do Continue Reading
Everything Ends
Alice is off to London today to take care of some business and I can't tell you how relieved I am. When she is here she can't seem to let me have a minutes rest for computer time, I call it my "play time" and when I do you can be sure that she will ask me to do something. It never fails. So I have a good part of today to myself so might as well make the best of it, even though I stayed up late last night chatting to a sweet friend of mine. So how are things between us you are wondering, okay maybe you aren't wondering. But I or should I say we decided to end it between us which I am happier with. I've been having some issues with her and this whole relationship and I feel much better now that we talked and we decided to try to be friends. I try but sometimes she forgets she is no longer my gf lol. So yes I am single!! Feels good. I feel Continue Reading
Come and Gone
Wow Halloween was here and now it's gone, I wanted to say I didn't do anything. Chatted to a nice fella online is about all that was rather interesting ;) Oh today is my nieces birthday she turned 18 yay!! I'm so happy for her, she is the same niece that is expecting a baby next year. I really hope I am there to see the baby when the little angel is born. I can't believe how time flies, last time I seen her she seemed so much younger than she actually was lmao. And my nephew omg he's turned out to be quiet stunning lmao, yeah they take after their auntie :P His birthday was on October 25 so I hope he had a good one also. I really need to give them a call. Maybe I will tonight :) So nothing really new to report oh wait there is lmao. Alice is coming Friday down for about 2 weeks yay for that. Well sort of I'm having a lot of personal Continue Reading
No Show
I've been having thoughts that I'm not too thrilled about this domain name, so I might decide to sell it. I am not feeling it anymore. So I may begin to start having ideas for a new domain name. Maybe something funner you know? This is kind of boring sad to say :P So we were suppose to have someone come over to see the flat at like 1-1:30 and they never showed up, grr that makes me angry. Woke up extra early and post poned my shopping lmao. I did get to do it though. It was nice walking down the street, and all the beautiful colored leaves all over the ground sooo nice. I loved it! Oh btw Resident Evil is a must see movie, go go go and see it!!!! I think in the coming weeks, I'm going to put my fanlistings up for adoption, I don't think I'll put them all up because some do mean something to me. But most of them I will. I just don't see Continue Reading
Life is full of surprises
I can't believe the last day I posted as on the 10th omg where had time gone :P I haven't been up to much really. Things are not the best in my personal life I will spare everyone that. I will talk about the last post, about the holiday to Scotland, well the place we planned on going is a very remote place and when weather is really bad sometimes you can get stuck there, or not able to drive anywhere not to mention possibly get stuck on the way there. So we talked and decided to make that another time of the year when the weather is warmer and more beautiful which I agree because I would like to cycle and walk around and absorb the surroundings. So we decided to cancel it due to weather. I decided to jump on the band wagon and make a plug site, it'll be up in a week or so. Will plug it soon as it's done. Alice wants to get the fireplace Continue Reading