I weighed in as normal, but I was worried about gaining, I’m always getting paranoid, I really don’t want to gain weight, is that wrong? Not the losing weight, but the paranoid part. So I got off the scale with a smile on my face thinking I lost 2 lbs, then I showed my fiancé and he said “Well done, you lost 4 lbs”, I said ‘No I didn’t, I lost 2?, then I double-checked, and realized he was right, I did, in fact, lose 4lbs. So naturally, I was on a natural high. There it is!! I’m really proud of myself. Cloths are beginning to fit bigger now, which I had been waiting for that to happen. I had 2 pairs of zip-up jeans, that I couldn’t fit into anymore, well this past week, I fit into them, and thought yay!! Eventually, I won’t fit into them either. I don’t plan on buying much clothing, as I will continue losing weight. No point in Continue Reading
Happy Gobble Gobble Day!
Oh my, it's that time again. Wow how time flies, it was just Summer. Surprisingly I wasn't looking forward to Winter yet!! I love the snow but wanted a bit more warm weather. I wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone, and I hope you are spending it with loved ones, enjoy the festivities! I'm thankful for having a loving family, even though we aren't the closest right now, they are always in my thoughts and my heart. I hope to visit them in the coming year if God permits. As a matter of fact, I spoke with my oldest brother Eric and my dad yesterday, we said our Happy Thanksgiving messages, and my dad asked me if I had forgotten him, I said no never, even if we don't talk, you are always in my mind and heart and I love you. He recently had cancer, but is better now, still weak but doing good, my older brother is there to take care Continue Reading
A Special Happy Birthday To My Mom ~ You Are Missed
Another year without my mom. I know she is in a better place, in peace I can only pray. You have no idea how much she is missed. Even though I never had children, and it's not something she is going to miss, as I know she is always watching over us. Even though she can't come personally, and hold me and tell me she loves me. But I know she is there, she is always there. Even when I do dumb things lol. She is probably shaking her head side to side, saying *ugh, you know better*, and she is right. I miss her like crazy. I always try to tell people, don't let times get by you without talking to you parents. I should take my own advice. I'm not close with my father, but that is a whole other story lol. Right now it's about my mom. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. Yesterday I asked William to pick up a candle, as I burn one every year on Continue Reading
Gobble Gobble!~
Happy Thanksgiving everyone, and for those of you who do not celebrate Thanksgiving, I hope you have a beautiful weekend, and you stay safe out there, with all the Black Friday craze :) We had a very lovely dinner at my boyfriends family members house. Everything was so so delicious, there were at least 5 different pies!! Wow right? Yeah it was amazing, we brought 2 lol. Everything was beautiful, it was so very nice to see everyone again. These big family holidays is when we see them the most. Speaking of family, I miss my family out in California! I love them all, and miss them dearly. I know everyone has their own little families to share a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with, I am with you all in spirit. A special I love you to my sister, whom I miss so much. But we do manage to stay in touch, which is very important to me, as she has Continue Reading
I Am Back, And Blogging!
Server moves are such a pain in the ass, especially if they don't go according to plan. There are times things just happen, and it happened to me. I was so upset because at one point I thought I lost all my blog posts for the past 5 years. I blog a lot more these days, than I did when I first started. While I was in England I didn't blog, I actually closed my blog for awhile, because my ex didn't like me wasting my time online? Isn't that something? So for about a year or two it stayed closed. I kept it because I liked the name, and knew one day I would reopen it. After leaving England coming back to the US, I did reopen, and started once again to get where I was before. I do wish I would of saved my archives from before but they got lost somewhere. I guess that's why I was so upset to almost losing my back up. Thinking 'Oh No, not Continue Reading