Oh my gosh, I am still waiting for spring to really arrive, I feel like I am always complaining about that, but I am so over winter!! I know, when the real hot weather comes, then I'll be complaining, buy oh my gosh. It's been super windy last few days, plus a bit of a chill. Ugh I am so so over winter!! I have seen signs of spring though, which does make me happy, and I know it's not too far away :) The birds have begun chirping, things are blossoming, but yet, it's windy and still chilly. I have been really busy lately, just the last two days have finally been just relaxing, reading a few things on websites. But since my last post, I have been working on my other websites, and by the time I finish doing some work I have to leave for the day, and then I get no time to post anything. I know, there is no excuse! But really there is lol. Continue Reading
I Hate Being Hungry!
I think the worst part of a diet, is not the exercise, well I guess that is too lol but it’s adjusting to not eating, what you normally were eating, or should I say the portion size. The first few weeks, you go hungry. I hate that! I can’t even be near the kitchen, because I get hungry haha. I try to drink water when I get hungry, it helps fill me up. I’m trying to stay under 1,660 (corrected) calories a day, some may think that is a lot, but I think for myself it’s ideal at this time, perhaps later it will change. But as mentioned, it’s just those moments when I feel the hunger pangs. I can’t wait until I get passed that phase. As for exercise, it’s difficult for me, as my knees are bad. I injured one over 5 years ago, and have not been able to have a doctor look at it. It’s bad enough I just got a bill, that was not fully covered, Continue Reading
I Lost My Mojo, WTF?!
I think I really did! Well at least that is how it seemed recently. I was putting out videos often, then something happened (not saying what), plus I got ill, and then the passion flew out the window, but that thing that I'm not telling is really what took away the drive I had. Then it all just started crumbling down. It happens I know, and I need to be able to pick myself up and continue on. I was emotionally hurt for awhile, and I don't think these people know how much, I don't think they ever will. I am way over sensitive though. Time to move on. For those loyal secret readers I know I have out there. As you know, I had been posting about monthly subscriptions I would get. That is at a dead stop, no lie! During the time I got ill, I had to update my payment information, I didn't so of course the shipments stopped. Now that I look Continue Reading
Hobbies ~ I have some!
Over the years I have found things I liked, things I stick with sometimes, sometimes they go on the back burner and stay quiet for a while. Unlike blogging, that just seems to be something I like to do. It’s a therapy type of thing I guess you can say. I type for myself, not so much for others, it makes me feel good talking about things, even if I am the only reader. I know others read it, they just never say they have, statistics say they do. Which is perfectly okay with me, I tend to be shy at times too. But more often than not, I leave a comment, just so the person knows someone is listening, or reading that is. I took up web design for a while, then thought it was either I don’t have the passion for it, or I am just not creative enough, so I lost interest. Then with WordPress coming out, it all changed. I used to hard code, Continue Reading
Happy October 1st, Bring On The Fall~
Wow I cannot believe that summer is really gone, I can't say I'm sad it's gone. Summer was nice for a change, the humidity surprisingly wasn't all that bad this year. Although I have to say we (William and myself) didn't get to do as much as we wanted to this summer. We really wanted to go to the drive in more often, since those are pretty much almost completely obsolete, so it's nice to know we have a couple fairly close, okay maybe 45 mins is not so close, but it's worth going. We didn't get a chance to really go because William had been working so much, I just didn't have it in me to tell him, "Come on lets go". When I know all he probably wanted to do is just relax, have a beer, play a little PS3, but just really relax, not have to go anywhere. This whole summer he worked almost 6 days a week, occasionally 7, and that was just getting Continue Reading