[edit]Ok so I couldn't help myself I had to put up a Christmas theme. There maybe some things not working. I can't be bothered to fix atm, so I'll do them later. Okay thats all[/edit] I feel as if i just posted not that long ago. Time goes a bit too fast don't it. Yeah I guess I'm due up for another layout here? Lmao. I kind of like it though and its so hard to part with it. But its nice to look at considering as Faye (thanks for the comment) said its wintery and we are in England lmao. But am I going to be too lazy to really change it when I love it so much :P Ahh well we will see. Umm I have been listening to a lot of good music (well I think it is) like now I'm listenig to Hinder - Bliss (I don't wanna know) its a really good band. If you have last.fm then you can pretty much see what I listen to there. Add me!!! If you have Continue Reading
Archives for November 2007
This or That
Thats what my life feels like lately just plain this or that lol. So many things going on, mostly emotions. Totally sucks I tell you. Since I haven't posted in a few days thought I would. I never really have much to say, my life is sad to say as dull as that. Lots coming up in the new year that I am looking forward to more about that another time, don't feel much like talking about that. I was surfing youtube the other day and came across this tv commercial for Cadbury candy, maybe some have seen it but I just found it to be so rad this commercial. I have attempted to add the video here in my blog so enjoy. Anyway apart from that, things with my other half are still shaky I don't think I want to be with her to be honest. I think we are too different at times and other times I think we are perfect. But I have a lot of mixed Continue Reading
Life is weird lol
I don't know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I'll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I'm not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don't give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don't like what I have to say there is always an easy way out :P all that goes without saying. Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do Continue Reading
Everything Ends
Alice is off to London today to take care of some business and I can't tell you how relieved I am. When she is here she can't seem to let me have a minutes rest for computer time, I call it my "play time" and when I do you can be sure that she will ask me to do something. It never fails. So I have a good part of today to myself so might as well make the best of it, even though I stayed up late last night chatting to a sweet friend of mine. So how are things between us you are wondering, okay maybe you aren't wondering. But I or should I say we decided to end it between us which I am happier with. I've been having some issues with her and this whole relationship and I feel much better now that we talked and we decided to try to be friends. I try but sometimes she forgets she is no longer my gf lol. So yes I am single!! Feels good. I feel Continue Reading
Come and Gone
Wow Halloween was here and now it's gone, I wanted to say I didn't do anything. Chatted to a nice fella online is about all that was rather interesting ;) Oh today is my nieces birthday she turned 18 yay!! I'm so happy for her, she is the same niece that is expecting a baby next year. I really hope I am there to see the baby when the little angel is born. I can't believe how time flies, last time I seen her she seemed so much younger than she actually was lmao. And my nephew omg he's turned out to be quiet stunning lmao, yeah they take after their auntie :P His birthday was on October 25 so I hope he had a good one also. I really need to give them a call. Maybe I will tonight :) So nothing really new to report oh wait there is lmao. Alice is coming Friday down for about 2 weeks yay for that. Well sort of I'm having a lot of personal Continue Reading