I'd like to take some time and say a prayer in silence to those who were affected by the horrible events that happened 5 years ago today. Truly sad what happened. Last week I watched a few shows on this subject, and many times I found myself crying, feeling the pain they feel from their losses. What can a person say. I watched a video also of Bush saying prayer at the actual site. Sometimes it looked like he didn't want to be there, and his wife looked like she just wanted to move on with things, is it just me? Possibly. In about an hour I am going to take a train to the city, I don't really want to, but I must. My other half hasn't been herself lately, just really up tight a lot and just getting upset about things, rightfully so sometimes I suppose. First need to go into town and run a few errands there, then come back up, and to the Continue Reading
WTF
So I get up and get ready to go down to the post office, need to change some american dollars to pounds, and it's like 12:40 and what do I see, it's closed? WTF? In America, the post office stays open till 2pm, so of course I thought they would stay open till then here too. I missed the damn post office by 10 minutes, OMFG I am so angry, what's worse is, I texted Alice, and let her know what happened, and well now I know she is going to throw the biggest fit of the year, I can just hear all the crap she is going to tell me. I dread getting a phone callfrom her now. I mean I know she's going to think I knew what time they closed, and that I did it on purpose, when I didn't. I really thought they stayed open till 2pm, I've never gone on a Saturday, usually I go during the week. Crap I don't know what to do now, I don't have no money to do Continue Reading
Shining Towers
Last night I was watching a special on TV about 911 and all. Was so sad, made me cry several times. Today I go to log into my email address, and what do I see on the news on the main page. Well British architects Lords Foster and Rogers have unveiled their first designs for new towers at the World Trade Centre site. It look beautiful, lot's of mirrors type material, I wonder if that may cause problems there, well here is an image of it. It's beautiful isn't it? You can read the full story here. I've seen one other picture of what it may look like, but from the article it says there have been 3 buildings made of what they can look like. I'm sure these will be constructed even better. When I watched the TV show last night, they were saying that some of the walls were made of plaster, would that be a good thing, or a bad thing? From Continue Reading
Eerie Feeling
I don't know if you want to call it eerie, but everywhere I walk around seems to make me feel like I don't belong. I wonder if that's what it's going to feel like for awhile, I don't know. Talked with her last night for awhile, but nothing good came of it. I think she'll be coming down in a day or two, not sure about that yet either. Her mother called her, and I asked her about it, but she said she didn't want to talk about it on the phone, which is ok with me, she would tell me when she sees me, so that didn't exactly give me a date either. We'll see soon enough I suppose. I feel lonely though. =/ I've been cleaning around the house, it needed it because when I left with her the last time, I didn't get to do any cleaning, so the first day and a half I was back, I wasn't feeling like doing anything at all. Just felt rejected I guess. Continue Reading
Tears To Shed
Well after months of trying to work on something, it seems it cannot be worked on, what might you be asking? Well my relationship with my ex partner Alice, yes I can finally freely talk about it if I want to now, so Alice if you read this, drop dead somewhere. For a while, a very long while, I was unable to really talk about what was inside me, and I have always found that I need to write about it in a public way, I don't get too detailed, but I needed to talk about it. Maybe it's for a sympathetic ear, or perhaps someone that can relate, one or the other, maybe both. I won't say that I don't love her, I do very much, but I see now how she truely is. Oh I hate liars with a passion, and most of all cheaters too. Both she falls into, I'm sad to say, because I feel it reflects on me too. I know I wasn't perfect, but there were so many things Continue Reading
