I've always loved it when it snows and I really would like some snow on Christmas. It would be so perfect. I kind of recall saying the same thing last year but I don't remember if we got any or not. I mean we did get snow like late at night but it didn't last through the day. But it would be so so so nice if we did get snow. A white Christmas sounds so nice. I would so be taking pictures of what I could haha. Usually my street, and cars parked lol. Thats if we are just at home when it and if it snows. Do you all get snow where you live? Scotland has it woohoo!! Can hardly wait to see that. I am freezing, I can only imagine what it would be like if it was snowing, it would be 100 times colder wouldnt it. It's so funny because I have the heater on but I'm still cold haha. I miss california. I mean we had our cold weather but now that is Continue Reading
It’s my BDAY!
So I got up early today, with Christmas getting closer we started our Christmas shopping, and some of it is online shopping! So we are expecting a delivery today like so many other people. Today is my birthday though, I had planned on getting my hair done, so it may not happen today. Only if they delivery first thing in the morning, but if I have to wait all day like we do sometimes then I'll have to put it off. I got a text from Al about oh 6:38am with a message saying "Happy Birthday babe, I love you angel" isn't that just too sweet. Aww I was already awake lol. I couldn't sleep last night until about 4am yeah isn't that terrible, so I stayed up and messed about on Netlog and the people I have met there are so nice, I logged in to find a bunch of Happy Bday wishes so thats really sweet. So I'm not sure how my day is going to be, I don't Continue Reading
This or That
Thats what my life feels like lately just plain this or that lol. So many things going on, mostly emotions. Totally sucks I tell you. Since I haven't posted in a few days thought I would. I never really have much to say, my life is sad to say as dull as that. Lots coming up in the new year that I am looking forward to more about that another time, don't feel much like talking about that. I was surfing youtube the other day and came across this tv commercial for Cadbury candy, maybe some have seen it but I just found it to be so rad this commercial. I have attempted to add the video here in my blog so enjoy. Anyway apart from that, things with my other half are still shaky I don't think I want to be with her to be honest. I think we are too different at times and other times I think we are perfect. But I have a lot of mixed Continue Reading
Life is weird lol
I don't know what to think sometimes. I prepare myself emotionally for a break up and then what happens? She totally wants to stay with me. We talked about things, had one of those serious chats. I know that I need to think about what I want, and whom I want. At this point I am confused lol. I'll have sometime soon enough to really sort things out in my mind and heart. I'm not going to go on because no ne really gives a crap and to be honest I don't give a crap if anyone reads it or not. Some people think and say, so why do you bother. For me personally its like a type of therapy if you may? Lol. It helps me sort things out for myself, if someone stumbles across this site and they don't like what I have to say there is always an easy way out :P all that goes without saying. Not much else to really say. Alice is back in London, I do Continue Reading
Everything Ends
Alice is off to London today to take care of some business and I can't tell you how relieved I am. When she is here she can't seem to let me have a minutes rest for computer time, I call it my "play time" and when I do you can be sure that she will ask me to do something. It never fails. So I have a good part of today to myself so might as well make the best of it, even though I stayed up late last night chatting to a sweet friend of mine. So how are things between us you are wondering, okay maybe you aren't wondering. But I or should I say we decided to end it between us which I am happier with. I've been having some issues with her and this whole relationship and I feel much better now that we talked and we decided to try to be friends. I try but sometimes she forgets she is no longer my gf lol. So yes I am single!! Feels good. I feel Continue Reading