I am so mad at myself for not waiting until tomorrow to erase a CD, I decided to do it tonight, and in the process accidentally erased my music and my pictures. The 2 folders that were named by windows I don't understand why they didn't over write the existing empty ones *grrr* I am more mad because there were recent pictures of Alice and myself I feel like crying now. I didn't care much about my stupid music. This space bar is getting on my nerves it's sticking a bit on the left side. I finally got around to doing a recovery on this laptop, it was having errors and programs weren't working. Anyway now I'm upset about the pictures. Lol I even reinserted it hoping the stuff would be there. *sigh* Yesterday Alice went to visit her sister. I didn't want to go for reasons I won't state, but none the less she went. Nothing to do with not Continue Reading
Britney Spears Attempted Suicide
Hey can you believe it, she has really lost it or something, it was reported that Britney tried to hang herself with a bedsheet after running around Promises rehab facility screaming “I am the Antichrist†with the number 666 written on her forehead. Omg poor thing what is she going through that would lead her to try to do something like that? Read more. Gosh I feel so bad for her, she must be going through an awful lot to do something like that, but why? I mean she has a baby and all isn't she thinking of the baby or just herself? Is she being selfish? Whatever it is. I hope she gets better and starts to appreciate what she has, and she has a lot. We all have problems but most of us try to solve them not resort to something like what she was trying to do. Anyway good luck to her. As for my life, it's pretty calm right now. Alice Continue Reading
Bullies @ Work
Yeah, Alice seems to be experiencing that at work from some jerks there, it's possibly racial, as she is Irish and the majority there are English, and/or the fact she is gay and open about it, not that she's disrespectful mind you but people have been assholes even her supervisors and other higher ranked people. Today she is suppose to have a meeting, and I do hope that went well, I get very concerned for her, she is a sensitive person and she can be hurt even if she don't show it. Speaking of, she should be off work now and I'm worried she hasn't called, so I need to stop writing and call her, to check on her. She's not answering so she's either in the meeting, or she's off of work and don't hear her phone, she's been officially off from work for 15 minutes. I get worried, I really dislike the people that mistreat others at work, it's Continue Reading
Happy Thanksgiving
I do have a lot to be thankful for despite my last post. Alice is in London, working 12 hour shifts, so we couldn't share this day, even though here in England they don't celebrate it. I miss it, I do, I have celebrated that all my life. It's like taking Guy Fawkes day away from the English, hehe imagine that. Well anyway the Brits are not the only ones that don't celebrate Thanksgiving. Even though I am here I still am in spirit of it. Had a nice conversation with Alice, actually heard her laugh, was really happy about that. I'll be making a run to London at the end of the month, then driving back with Alice, need to help her pack some stuff from where she is at, at the moment. She is moving out of there finally and going to be here with me. I do worry about her commute though, we are about an hour and a half by train to the London, and Continue Reading
Spoke Up
I guess it had been building up for some time now, ever since she told me what she did on that phone earlier in the week, it really got me so depressed. It's been building up to the point that I finally just blurted it out! We were on the phone off and on today, and she had been so pissy with me and I didn't know why, where was it coming from? I tried to be patient and understanding. I realize she has many things on her mind, I don't kid when I say many. In about 6 days she will be off work for 3 months, special leave, which makes me happy because she will be able to be here, at her real home, where she belongs. Back to the phone call, I had formatted her computer or that is restored it when she was here last week. I connected the broadband we have here, but completely forgot to check to see if the drivers for her wireless were installed, Continue Reading