I can't believe how many years have passed since I lost my mother, and every year at this time, I take some time to remember her. Sure I do a bit of crying, it's perfectly natural. I think it makes up for why I didn't cry when I initially found out she passed away. It must of been shock, that is really the only explanation I have. I think my shock started before she actually passed away, I was in denial. It took me a little over a year before I actually started to cry. I guess my soul finally came to terms that she was gone. What a horrible feeling. Well I don't want this post to be all sad and stuff. Remembering someone you have lost should not only be sadness but happiness that they are in a place much better than us. That's if you believe in Heaven, which I do :) I know she is in Heaven, and she is no longer in the pain she was Continue Reading
Downtime
Ok, so I had finally decided with a few other friends, to move to a new server. On one of my websites, the downtime has been ridiculous, and it just wasn't worth it anymore. Even though I still have 6 months left on that hosting, the downtime is just so disruptive, so I have decided to move. We are buying a reseller which is fantastic. I'm excited about it, but at the same time I'm in charge so more responsibility for me. I'm talking with support right now before making the purchase, I just wanted a few question answered. Got to make sure I cover all areas, as much as possible. So I will be experiencing downtime as files are being moved. While that is going on, let me just say, I have fantastic birthday, my wonderful boyfriend went above and beyond. Even though my birthday fell on a Sunday, and not everything is open on a Sunday, Continue Reading
Happy Birthday To Me
Woohoo it's my birthday today, don't ask me how old I am or I'll shoot you hehe. After midnight last night, I got my first Happy Birthday wish, and kiss from my wonderful boyfriend. That was a really good way to start my birthday! This morning I slept in, so I skipped an early birthday breakfast, but I will be having brunch with William. He also showered me with a few more gifts. I don't know if you all recall, I got 2 early birthday gifts from him, a leather office chair, and some personalised M&M's it's so awesome!! He's so awesome. The chair is so comfortable and cushy too! The M&M's were personalised with 'I Love You' and "William & Emily", how romantic is that, see the photos. Then today, when he went out to get the Sunday paper for me, he came back with more presents, woohoo, so exciting. Well he knows not to Continue Reading
December Is Here!
Wow I just can't believe how quickly it got here, super fast to be quite honest! Does that mean the faster it comes, the older we are getting? Because I could swear time went super slow when I was in high school hehe. I guess so. So today, we opened up day 1 of our advent calendar, woohoo this is so much fun. You know the reason I say it's so much fun is because I never really got to do it as a child. We had our own customs, and well I'm glad I got to do something different. I do miss the old ways though, and if I could remember half of them, I'd continue doing them. I spoke with my sister today, she told me that her doctor (that asshole), hadn't scheduled her to see a specialist for a cat scan and x-rays. Well come to find out, she wasn't referred because that doctor hand been fired, for God knows what. So makes me wonder, why wasn't Continue Reading
Happy Holidays
Yeah it's that time now, I can officially say "Happy Holidays" hehe. Our Thanksgiving was so much fun, I got to visit a really nice part of Boston, such huge houses, my ankles weren't like me too much, part of the sidewalk felt it as at an angle and with my shoes, it just hurt my ankles, I was so glad to get off my feet. I will be using those shoes very little. I still love them though. So spending Thanksgiving at Williams Aunt and Uncle's house was really nice, different from the usual. What is usual hey? My last 5-7 Thanksgiving have been so different, really ever since my mother passed away (God rest her soul), has been different, and I knew from then on it would be. But you try to do the best you can. William is in my life now, and it's all just wonderful. After dinner, they surprised him with a little birthday cake, that was a Continue Reading