So I get up and get ready to go down to the post office, need to change some american dollars to pounds, and it's like 12:40 and what do I see, it's closed? WTF? In America, the post office stays open till 2pm, so of course I thought they would stay open till then here too. I missed the damn post office by 10 minutes, OMFG I am so angry, what's worse is, I texted Alice, and let her know what happened, and well now I know she is going to throw the biggest fit of the year, I can just hear all the crap she is going to tell me. I dread getting a phone callfrom her now. I mean I know she's going to think I knew what time they closed, and that I did it on purpose, when I didn't. I really thought they stayed open till 2pm, I've never gone on a Saturday, usually I go during the week. Crap I don't know what to do now, I don't have no money to do Continue Reading
Archives for 2006
Shining Towers
Last night I was watching a special on TV about 911 and all. Was so sad, made me cry several times. Today I go to log into my email address, and what do I see on the news on the main page. Well British architects Lords Foster and Rogers have unveiled their first designs for new towers at the World Trade Centre site. It look beautiful, lot's of mirrors type material, I wonder if that may cause problems there, well here is an image of it. It's beautiful isn't it? You can read the full story here. I've seen one other picture of what it may look like, but from the article it says there have been 3 buildings made of what they can look like. I'm sure these will be constructed even better. When I watched the TV show last night, they were saying that some of the walls were made of plaster, would that be a good thing, or a bad thing? From Continue Reading
Eerie Feeling
I don't know if you want to call it eerie, but everywhere I walk around seems to make me feel like I don't belong. I wonder if that's what it's going to feel like for awhile, I don't know. Talked with her last night for awhile, but nothing good came of it. I think she'll be coming down in a day or two, not sure about that yet either. Her mother called her, and I asked her about it, but she said she didn't want to talk about it on the phone, which is ok with me, she would tell me when she sees me, so that didn't exactly give me a date either. We'll see soon enough I suppose. I feel lonely though. =/ I've been cleaning around the house, it needed it because when I left with her the last time, I didn't get to do any cleaning, so the first day and a half I was back, I wasn't feeling like doing anything at all. Just felt rejected I guess. Continue Reading
Tears To Shed
Well after months of trying to work on something, it seems it cannot be worked on, what might you be asking? Well my relationship with my ex partner Alice, yes I can finally freely talk about it if I want to now, so Alice if you read this, drop dead somewhere. For a while, a very long while, I was unable to really talk about what was inside me, and I have always found that I need to write about it in a public way, I don't get too detailed, but I needed to talk about it. Maybe it's for a sympathetic ear, or perhaps someone that can relate, one or the other, maybe both. I won't say that I don't love her, I do very much, but I see now how she truely is. Oh I hate liars with a passion, and most of all cheaters too. Both she falls into, I'm sad to say, because I feel it reflects on me too. I know I wasn't perfect, but there were so many things Continue Reading
Rain, Rain
That's right, seems that's all we get these days now. Summer seems to leave this area a lot faster than in California. I never really complained about winter weather anyway. Gives me a good excuse to buy a new jacket or sweater. Haven't been around much, have been doing things with a friend, so been busy with that. Went down to Brighton today, was really nice there, the pier is awesome when it's raining, the water splashing up and all. The winds were so high me and my friend were laughing as we crossed the street to head on down to the pier. Had some proper Fish & Chips, but also had salad with it. Went to a little pub after and had a nice glass of red wine, we went on to look around at the shops, and we went into this sex toy shop, hehe I get embarrased going in there, but I browsed and looked, and then we walked out. Tomorrow my Continue Reading