I don't have a lot of time but I thought I'd come and write something. So lately I've felt a bit depressed, and it always happens around this time of the year, not to mention just having a bday which don't add to it lol. Yeah it gets hard for me during Christmas, I start thinking of my mom (RIP) and it just gets hard, if you haven't lost a parent (one that you are super close with) than you'd have no idea what I feel. It's hard really hard, and I don't think, no I know you can never get over it. I try to live with it, but then a few times a year you can't help but feel very very down :( this is mine. So I'm probably not the best of company, and I'm very absentminded and that don't help things. Apart from that, I had a shipment delivered last week and I was so mad cause before it was delivered and it was like 1 day after we had order I Continue Reading
Everything Ends
Alice is off to London today to take care of some business and I can't tell you how relieved I am. When she is here she can't seem to let me have a minutes rest for computer time, I call it my "play time" and when I do you can be sure that she will ask me to do something. It never fails. So I have a good part of today to myself so might as well make the best of it, even though I stayed up late last night chatting to a sweet friend of mine. So how are things between us you are wondering, okay maybe you aren't wondering. But I or should I say we decided to end it between us which I am happier with. I've been having some issues with her and this whole relationship and I feel much better now that we talked and we decided to try to be friends. I try but sometimes she forgets she is no longer my gf lol. So yes I am single!! Feels good. I feel Continue Reading
Sexy Movie
This was a good movie I seen like night before last Species: The Awakening, I've seen them all and this one is a very sexy movie lmao if I may say so. Over all its worth watching. Moving along I walked out today about 10 a.m. and usually at that time its warmer, but omg it was so chilly out. I think this is going to be a cold winter. It will be nice to see snow again though, maybe more than last year. So things with Al aren't at its best but you know what I feel I am a broken record. What did i leave off at last time. Oh yeah the domain thing. I am still considering it. I feel as if this domain is just not fun? And I like to have fun. Old or young I don't care. Al keeps telling me I need to grow up, and I ask her why???? Whats wrong with being myself if it means being not like her? lol. I told her. Your too old for me lmao. She made Continue Reading
Hurry up Fri!
I'm excited Al is coming home for 2 days. I know it's a treat, because we don't see each other that often. We talked earlier in the week and had decided on her commuting from here, but now she had been thinking about it and decided that she needs to see how things are at work and the new schedule and all before deciding to commute from here, the train schedules and all. So I can understand her point here. Although she is moving out from the place she is renting the room from in London hopefully to a much nicer group of people. I told her, ask lots of questions! So I hope the best for her there. It really does suck that she can't be at home all the time, but those are the sacrifices for the time being. I miss her very much and she does too, I talk to her everyday and I can hear how lonely she gets. So I asked her what would she like for Continue Reading
Cinco de Mayo
Happy Cinco de Mayo everyone. Americans are celebrating Cinco de Mayo today, from experience I recall it to be a very festive time, especially in Los Angeles, California. The music, the food!!! The colorful costumes they where when they perform their dances, it's very exciting to watch, remindes me of Guatemala actually, since its similar but at the same time it's not. Guatemala's independence day is Sept 16, and they have some spectacular things going on in Guatemala. In Amercia though Cinco de Mayo seems to be recognized more, but hey if you are ever in California on Cinco de Mayo then you should check it out downtown, lots of festivities. I got some good feedback on the movie Night Listener, I agree with the marjority it was a good movie. Last night I watched yet again another horror type movie, very interesting movie, I'm really Continue Reading