At first no it wasn't. You get up, you cannot just be lazy all day. Things have to get done, laundry has to be done, dishes have to be washed, dusting and vacuuming. Okay so not so much funday, at least not all of it. Especially laundry, not for the mere fact it needs to be done, but your damn neighbors are so damn rude. You go to do your laundry, we happen to live in a community where we share the laundry facilities, which is okay, because it's not a huge laundry facility. Okay, you wait and watch someone remove stuff from the Industrial Washers, they know you are standing there. Then the persons spouse walks in with another basket of laundry to do. Now I am not saying it's wrong, I'm all for that, but what pisses me off is that they see you standing there, probably waiting for the damn washer, and they can't acknowledge you and tell Continue Reading
Has She Really Been Gone That Long?!?
Sometimes it seems like just yesterday, I would here her call out my name, wondering where I am. Twelve years later, here I am writing a blog on the day of her anniversary of her passing. Never in my wildest younger years, I thought I would lose my mom. All I have to say to you folks out there, don't take the time you have with your parents for granted. Now I'm not a silly girl, I know some people, just don't get along with one or the other or heck maybe both parents, I'm well aware of that. For some of us, we don't seem to exist to them. But aside from all that, for those of you that do have a relationship with your parents, and when I say parents, I mean adopted, foster parent, a family member or friend that took you in, and was that role model for you, try not to make the trips in between too far apart, because one day, their name will Continue Reading
Happy Birthday Mom, I love you & Miss You
I can't believe how many years have passed since I lost my mother, and every year at this time, I take some time to remember her. Sure I do a bit of crying, it's perfectly natural. I think it makes up for why I didn't cry when I initially found out she passed away. It must of been shock, that is really the only explanation I have. I think my shock started before she actually passed away, I was in denial. It took me a little over a year before I actually started to cry. I guess my soul finally came to terms that she was gone. What a horrible feeling. Well I don't want this post to be all sad and stuff. Remembering someone you have lost should not only be sadness but happiness that they are in a place much better than us. That's if you believe in Heaven, which I do :) I know she is in Heaven, and she is no longer in the pain she was Continue Reading
Cravebox – The Dog Lovers Cravebox – Limited Edition
Who doesn't love dogs, well I suppose there are some people that don't like dogs or cats or any kind of pets. I do, even though I don't have any dogs, we did have a dog, but he passed away like 2 years ago :( I know sad. But on the bright side, I do have a pet fish, and his name is Dexter and I really need to clean his tank out like today! So once I'm done here, I'm going to do that. Right so I got this awesome package like earlier this week. I'm still going to make a video I haven't yet, but I'm going to snap a few pictures to show you what goodies are in it. I know I said I don't have a dog, so your wondering, what the hell does she want that for? Hah! My sister has pets, she lives in California, and she has some cute dogs and I think one cat, but mostly dogs, and I know they would love the goodies from the MK Treat Truck and I'm sure Continue Reading
I Could Not Cry For A Year, I Was In Shock!
Today marks the 11th anniversary since I lost my mother, 'Anniversary'?, is that even an appropriate word? I'm not celebrating her passing, I'm mourning it. So what do I call it? I could just say, today marks the 1lth year since I lost my mother? Yeah that sounds better. In no way do I want anyone to think I'm celebrating. On the contrary, I feel very much alone. Now you know I had to write a blog in memory of her, and this is it. I'm not sure what I'll talk about, so this will be one of those random type posts, where I just talk about whatever is in my mind. And today has been her. We went out and did a little grocery shopping, there was some good sales, mom would be proud of me. When we did our shopping back in the day, we use to plan our route, from the farthest store to the nearest one, and do our shopping that way, and we did use Continue Reading